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now switch.

2009-09-05T02:57:00.003+08:00

sairah has moved.
relink, or don't relink, i don't lose anything anyway, see you guys there ! qwaios , ;D

love,sairah.

turn around now switch.

2009-09-05T00:44:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Eric Low Jun Jie, that classmate of mine, ;D

Went to break fast with Zuhir & Renny huang, was awesome though it
was only three of us, Met Zara later at Downtown, when we slacked till
10 and went separate ways. Thanks guy for tha awesome time & Zara, ;D

This might be my last post here, Might be. If i can get a hold of onsugar,
i have been trying to use it for two weeks but can't really get a hold of it.
Maybe i'll start using it soon. Thanks Zara, hardiharhar , (: might be M.I.A
for tha whole of next week, INTENSE STUDYING, SERIOUSLY. i wanna bathe.

goodnight Mak Nusiahs & Shnaili Naash♥

♥sairah

Birthdays and just birthdays.

2009-09-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

Raihan doesn't wanna take an updated picture with me so i have a picture
which i posted on tumblr. so firstly and foremostly of the most fore, a very
Happy Birthday to my dearest ass of a brother who never fails to disappoint
and also cheer me at the same time , whatever it is, i will always love you!

&& Happy Birthday my dearest skater Shaun White! been supporting your very
wonderzing skate tricks and snowboarding and will continue to do so, you will
become world number one skater one day ! i love you Shaun! ;D

byebyebye

♥sairah

Degenerate into something foolish.

2009-09-02T22:50:00.004+08:00

I'm not being emoshit or anything & though i have lotsa friends, sometimes
i just feel very very,

ALONE.

Goodnight Mak Nusiah & Shnaili Naash.

♥sairah

Put your weapons to the ground;

2009-09-02T05:56:00.007+08:00

I think i'm having a celebrity crush on Tom Meighan[left]. He looks dashing in both
short and long hair. Not forgetting that awesome vocals. goshh. Furthermore,
i've been listening to Saracuse all the way, since that Fire song on MTV. Actually,
the band Kasabian were formerly called Saracuse when they changed their name
to Kasabian in 2000. Either way i think they're just awesome. Sergio Pizzorno[right]
is kinda handsome too. Clever Tom cut his hair and now it's neat and short. :(

Us Open has started and from news i heard, Safina won her first round match
already and Dementieva just won like five or ten minutes ago against unseeded
woman.I wonder why there's no Jamie At Home on Discovery Travel and Living.

I thought of trimming my hair cause these badly damaged split ends are killing
me hard. & my hair keeps tangling with one another and i have no other way
out but to just pull it right off my head. Adding on, my hair is already getting
thinner by the day, so i'll probably go bald sooner or later, gahh~ or maybe i
shouldn't trim and just let it grow longer, oh come on, i've never had long hair
like this since i was in K2, i think. gimme some face man! genius split ends.

Goodmorning Mak Nusiah & Mr Shnaili Naash.

♥sairah

I've had it with these goddamn b*tches on this goddamn earth.

2009-09-01T18:00:00.006+08:00

Went to study with Syakur just now, and as usual he was late, verryy late, standardised.
Was initially supposed to study at Simei CC but no, someone had to go rumah pakcik dia.
Ended up at Macdonald but i was just studying, i wouldnt say the same for him though.

Did chemistry for an hour pluss but that was the only thing i had time to do, so we did
talk for a while and coincidentally, we think the same way about that Liondog person.
Been a while since i had a real talk with Syakur and now i miss doing it with Shazeena.

Have to start revising for O' levels, sounds kinda too late but nothing's too late, so it'll
better to start now rather than not at all. Aims for at least one more A and Bs and Cs,
no Ds, please no Ds , InsyaAllah. Still being patient and waiting for Azaan Maghrib now.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Happy birthday Jeff & Mirah!

2009-08-31T21:36:00.004+08:00

First and foremost, Happy Birthday dear Jeffrey Nero Hardy! I wrote somethings
on my previous post earlier morning so i pretty much said what i had to, and i will
always support you no matter what! "Heroes come & go, Jeff Hardy lives forever."
& also happy birthday Mirah! we've been friends for a looooooong time eh ? haha~

School was mediocre, Teacher's Day celebration was amateur but not that bad . Ms
Dill played bass, wow.wow.wow. hahaa, Zara was awesome, always noticeable, ;]

Having on-and-off stomachaches for what reasonn i don't know, oh oh, i had some
awesome Macaroni & Cheese for breakfast! woohoo! had two servings, how can i
resist mac and cheese man!maybe that's why i'm having stomachaches, hahahaa~

Alone at home right now watching scare tactics about dolls, gosh~~ & currentlly
chatting with J. , idk, it's so random, getting to know each other hahaa , well~~
goodnight people of the earth and not forgetting Mr Shnaili Naash ♥ .

byebyebye

♥sairah

When you accidentally slide the opposing manager.

2009-08-31T05:45:00.005+08:00

Pray hard that whatever i ate for sahur won't come out after i head to school.
HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY JEFFREY NERO HARDY! No matter what happens, even
if you're no longer in WWE, i will always be supporting you in whatever that
you do, for 11 years i've been watching wwe, and since the day i have been
supporting you, be it in singles or tag team matches, i'll still be supporting
you. Hopefully you'll make a comeback of some sort so that at least i will be
jumping off my seat to support someone i really admire, but at least there's
still a Hardy in the show you know, so , Have a great birthday! i ♥ you Jeff!

I'll probably be updating again later at night/evening, this is just a brief one
to kill time for me to bathe and head to school. && Happy Birthday to Amirah
too! May you be blessed with strength and happiness to overcome obstacles
in life, Have a great day today! i still have fifteen minutes, what do i do ?

byebyebye

♥sairah

Standing by & waiting at your front door.

2009-08-30T22:43:00.006+08:00

Ok i have good news, ok for me it's good news, i can finally fit into the jeans
which was once my favourite pair, i got it when i was 12, and i couldn't fit into
it anymore two years later.Two years, i kept it having that dream that i'll fit
into it once more and it came true, woohoo!! i think it was from S&K, gahaha~

Thanks so much Mdm Faz for that sweet/touching post for me, i love you!

Bad news came striking me one by one man, first , it's Jeff's dismissal from
WWE , second, MJ won't be buried until 3rd of sept, third Arsenal FC lost to
stupid Man U by an own goal by Abou Diaby, Fourth, i forget the opening of
the new skatepark with Yasutoko over there, Fifth , i see Real Madrid with
that unfortunate number nine worn by that hatred player of mine. hopefully
it doesn't go on and on, InsyaAllah. ok now i wanna go watch movie online
and lullaby myself to sleep. & i'm starting to love Kasabian so much. Fire!

byebyebye

♥sairah

Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye.

2009-08-29T11:33:00.006+08:00

As a boy, Jackson had gifts that outstripped those of seasoned musical
pros; As a man, he used his wealth and fame to chase the childhood he
never had. At his peak, he was the world's greatest pop icon, and he
carried to his final days the burden that comes with trascendent talent
and scorching stardom.For some , he's the weird pop singer who went
to change the way he looked and became one of the most controversial
icon ever known. To others, he was that Black man, who never had the
childhood he dreamt of. But to me, he will always be the man, who have
changed the face of music forever & his legacy will live on. so with this,

Happy Birthday Michael Joseph Jackson, Happy Birthday. ♥

"So tonight, gotta leave that nine to five upon the
shelf,and just enjoy yourself,groove, let the
madness in the music get to you, life ain't
so bad at all, if you live it off the wall."

byebyebye

♥sairah

Holding the world right in my hands;

2009-08-28T21:12:00.004+08:00

Art was awesomeflawesome though i slept for a while,really tired.
Didn't go for MT class , met Kishen after school, Wanni went with Aliff.
Rachel joined for art afterwards.Hafizz was in class, doing his art & i
must say it's really nice for someone who just started on the wooden
board. Glen was such a killjoy.I have started on my background which
will be dotted, oh yes dotted. Ian was there and came up with a new
word; Dottilism, haha! Lukas and Dave joined for a while then left.
Walked home with Kishen afterwards while drinking Lychee Ice Blend.
Before you get it all wrong, Kishen was drinking it, i hate lychee.

I must admit that i sure missed the secondary one and two times ,
when Lukas and I will talk almost every period and the teachers will
keep asking him to quiet. & i remembered when Mr Koh said that
me and him were together cause he kept turning back facing me &
will keep talking and talking.When Zuhir and I kept talking about the
different genres of music,people,cultures etc.When Say Neng ,Ian,
Lukas and the rest would teach me and Zuhir Chinese.When Zara and
i will talk about how some people are so materialistic and then we'll
laugh about almost anything. i wasn't as close to Huiying then. yeah.

Waiting for ten o' clock to see if tha news is true or justanother rumor
to make money. i must say that i get agitated by paparazzi and media
which constantly keep lying about everything to make money. Stupid.
oh, tomorrow, the day he would have turned 51. & breaking fast outside
with Zara,Zuhir and friends. i can't possibly ask other people to tag
along cause they invited me, i didn't plan the thing, sorry bebebobops.

byebyebye

♥sairah

From theh undiscovered to the familiars.

2009-08-28T05:34:00.003+08:00

The sound of Azaan Subuh in the early Friday morning,
The calm environment on another ordinary Friday morning,
The loud silence of home like any other Friday Morning,
The sight of tv that watches you on a simple Friday morning,
The blessings felt on this very Friday morning of Ramadhan.

Killing time by watching Jamie at home.

Goodmorning people on Earth,
Happy Fasting to all Muslims,
& goodmorning Mr Shnaili Naash.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Sometimes things change for tha better.

2009-08-27T21:01:00.004+08:00

Ok hellow bebops and bedettes , Art was awesome, i have the background left and guess
what ? i'll be done with my coursework! only have my preparatory work left, and then i
can start revising on my other subjects especially math and combined science. InsyaAllah.
& we got our topics for prelim, there were a few but i wanna choose "sacred" . & i have
already planned on what to draw, was wanting to draw the Kaabah all my life, and i have
finally gotten the opportunity , hopefully, i get to do it properly, and took Hui Ying's
and Rachel's picture in action, hahaa , not much, oh ya, i found my artpiece from sec1 ,
the one right on top there, it was so dusty and dirty already but still managed to snap.

I initially wanted to put a picture of my almost done artwork but i decided to keep it
a surprise , heh. so did art, Wanni was absent cause she was sick, :( , so we did'nt have
any extraclasses after school, went home after art, Saw Davior, Feydric and SayNeng,
and Davior smiled and went, " i like your specs," hahaa , kembang seh sairah, well, i
made Kishen's specs famous rather than it sitting in his bag doing nothing, rightright?

Came home and fell asleep until seven and bathed and waited for breakfast. i didn't
wake up for morning breakfast and was starving in school like anything. i am so proud
of myself that i actually endured 14 hours without food or drinks! had a little gastric
pain but it didn't put me down, and i pulled through. & i wanna say this, i'm changed.

Ok so, Irfan gave me bad news which later Hakeem told me was a lie , well, i will just

have to check the website later to confirm what he said. & you, i'm sorry for not

supporting what you did, it takes time maybe, for me to take in what is going on,
because of what happenned in the past, i can't possibly just say i support you but i
hope one day i can accept it for what it is. & don't worry , i'll always be there, [:

byebyebye

♥sairah

Maybe it's time i change; maybe it is.

2009-08-26T22:30:00.004+08:00

First, Happy Belated Birthday Mr Vincent Kennedy McMahon! [ 24th August]
Second, Thanks Hairi for recommending that touching/teary movie, means a lot.
Third,ok there's no third, it just feels incompleter w/o the third point, hahaa.

Watcching Raw and i cannot believe what i'm seeing, Mr McMahon? DX? together!
hahaa , ok Jeri-Show got new theme song, and unfortunately, it's nice! gahh~
Ok so i'll continue watching now, oh ya, 3 more days, 3, and five months, yay, [:

Ok i won't talk about school because it was just like any other day, and one
more thing Wanni , i do not have a Fat Neck, and it didn't snap because of you
know what ok? hahaa~ ok so , be staying back late tomorrow, art & physics.

Oh one more thing, Floyd "Money" Mayweather is NOT the greatest fighter
today. as far as i'm concerned , Muhammad Ali / Mike Tyson are WAYY better.
Ok so let's wait for Friday for Smackdown, &&& Art ! goshh ~ Patience sairah.

byebyebye

♥sairah

I will battle for the sun, the sun, the sun.

2009-08-25T23:09:00.004+08:00

Firstly, Wanni, i'm so sorry what happenned to you about the you-know-what thingy,
really, i know how it feels, don't hesitate to come to me and talk ok? i'll sure be listening.

On a similar note, now you know how it feels? it aches doesn't it? when i said those
particular words, it aches right ? i did it on PURPOSE. yes i did. how do you think She felt
when you said those words? you didn't bother ? or was too egoistic to console her? Gosh.

Ok i updated i the morning earlier but decided to update again, hahaaa, oh ya, 26th August,
tomorrow, five months, wow eh? hahaa, some people should know what i'm talking about.
well, maybe i should move on. maybe, just maybe. haha. what to do ? maybe just not mine.
Ok so my legs are cramping for God knows what reason, so i better be sleeping now, Oh ya,
Moms went to Doctor just now, and the doctor gave her wrong medicine that's why she was
feeling so sick, geram seh, doctor, doctor. Bersabaaaaar Sairah, bersaaaaabaaaaaar~~~

& one more thing, have been having "night study" these past days and i have been catching
up with a lot of schoolwork which i am totally elated about. thanks to FBs who have been
staying back, helping with math,physics, and also, Art, hahaa ~~ & it's 11.20pm. sleepy.

byebyebye

♥sairah

the very last one in a very long life.

2009-08-25T05:53:00.007+08:00

I'm probably gonna delete the post by the time i update the next post,
i'm just waiting for time to pass by to go bathe and do my Subuh Prayer, while
watching "Prophet Muhammad" on History Channel, i finally get to see the woman
who wrote the book Muhammad which Shafiq loves, haha, and i think it's almost
six in the morning, well, the reason i'm still awake is cause if i fall asleep again,
i'll probably be up with a headache or feeling so lethargic for sleeping less than
an hour or so. well, let's see what's in store on television for the next 15 mins.
oh yeah, Happy Fasting & good morning people , & Mr Gary the Shnaili Naash.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Who doesn't love for someone to hold.

2009-08-24T21:55:00.004+08:00

When is our next class outing gonna be on/at ? I miss the times
when you'll just grab the person next to you and make sure he/she
doesn't fall, because you know you're gonna make them go all the
way; those bonding times, really left an impact on me, deep.deep.
Can we have another outing please ? pleasepleaseplease~~~~~~

Summerslam's results was rather disappointing, but also shocking,
Undertaker made a comeback, i predicteed that already, Jeff lost! :[
But was happy cause CM Punk got Chokedslam! hahaa, i think, gahh~
Randy retained due to stupid reasons, Christian retained ! Jeri-Show
as they call it, retained too. :[ the most geerek-est part was the ...
DX win! hahaa, can't wait for tha CD to be out, still waiting gahh~

Oh, i can fast tomorrow! so happy, wanna try my best to fill the
whole fasting month i have left, InsyaAllah. And just now break
fast was wholesomeawesome! Nasi+Ayam Masak Merah+Bakso!
Fooooh~~ punyalah sedap to the earth's inner inner core! haha,
Ok i think i'm gonna go to sleep now, because i havee to wake up
for Sahur, can't wait, hahaa, phsycho sia me, no,no that's Kishen.

byebyebye

♥sairah

This time, i wonder what it feels like.

2009-08-23T23:50:00.006+08:00

Ok quick update , cause i have ten minutes before tomorrow
comes, so, i still cannot fast, and i wonder i always have an extra
day of JFD than i'm supposed to, weird, very very very weird.

Summerslam has begun today and i can't wait to check WWE.com
for results and everything else i need to check at that website.

Watched Ghajini, Surya and Asin movie which Syakur told me to
watch ages ago, but did'nt until now, and there's this song which
i remembered him telling me to checkit out , Rangolla something.
But did'nt manage to watch till finish due to foreseen happenings.

Did my art, or i mean touched up on all my preparatory work to make
it look better than it already is, and hopefully i get the grades which
i desire, ooh, sounds so wrong, haha, macam nafsu, gahh~~~~~~~~

Mom is still sick, God , make her better please, i ask of you. Amin.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Hey now don't make a sound;

2009-08-22T21:12:00.005+08:00

I miss a lot of people but for now, i miss going out, just the four
of us, Mus,Isma,Shazee,Sairah. hopefully there is a day that we get
to meet up soon or maybe go breakfast together? but still not sure
on that because of me and shazee's busy schedules and mus & isma
also ,not sure about, so hopefully, one day , InsyaAllah , old pics ; >

Happy Fasting Muslims! hahaa, sorry late one day, well , i updated
too early and forgot about it, & what do you know, i can't fast today!
it's the second year in a row that this has happenned, goshh~~ yeah i
can't do anything about it. that's the worst part man. Ok so nvm it ,

Had madrasah just now after a month of absence, and it feels great
to be back! hahaa , Ustazah was shocked to see what/how it had
happenned, Ustaz Nafiz was so caring, gahh~~ and not mentioning he
kept disturbing me and Adawiyah and Yati, hahaa, and Ustaz Zul
was schocked when he found out we, at least some , were 16 and we
are taking Os this year. hahaa~ so funny sia, like living with Patrick.

Ok so i hope you guys will continue to keep up the great work this
Holy Month of Ramadhan & i pray that my mom gets well soon , though
she's still stubborn and wanna go to work tomorrow and also finish
my big board by next week, Dateline! i'm so slow, well, can't help
it, i'm dotting, requires time and perseverance, luckily i have them.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Dear God, the only thing i ask of you;

2009-08-21T15:00:00.003+08:00

Didn't go for my apppointment cause mom is down with high fever.
I feel so terrible because it seems i cannot do anything to make her feel
better than this,i'm stuck in between and can't seem to get them back like
before.i feel so useless. nevertheless, i'll try my best to make her happy
like she once was,& will try to keep it that way, InsyaAllah,InsyaAllah.

I'll be at home taking care of my mom and will not go back to school
for art today, so sorry Rachel,i hope you understand.So , i'm hungry
right now & i'm off to a scavenger hunt in the kitchen and cook what
ever i can to fill myself,& wait for 10'oclock at night for Smackdown.

Dear God, please protect my mom from any sickness that may befall
on her,please open her heart so that she may forgive, show her the
right way to the truth and please take care of her whenever i'm not
around to do so.Please provide her strength so that she is able to
overcome all the obstacles she is facing in the wrong mode of life
she is in now and give her the opportunity to be happy again , and
always show her that it is not the end to everything and that she can
get right back up when she falls down.Dear Allah S.W.T, please,please
grant me this prayer i pray to you, at least just this one for now, Amin.

byebyebye

♥sairah

I'm right here in front of you;

2009-08-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to : Losing You - Dead By April

Found this old picture of me, hahaa , funny sia, don't know what so
funny about it but when i look at it, i tend to laugh, gosh , hahahaha~
ok so Things between me and [_____] are well and okay now,happy!
But some other friends are having tissues but aunty refuse to sell at
a cheap price, hahahaa,ok lame, no la, i hope things between them'll
get better and i'll try my best to help whenever i can, & thanks Hairi!

School was ok , started off to a bad bad bad morning, i was having
difficulty in breathing and i forgot to bring my inhaler,so i was trying
my best to catch my breath and calm myself down but it didn't seem
to work until i drank some water from Horton, Alhamdulillah Syukur!
& i'm really hoping i get to fast on the first day of the holy month of
Ramadhan, JFD,you better end early hor,or i'll get so fucking pissed.

Art was hectic and chaotic at the same time, i dotted again, and the
teacher left us even before our lessons ended , me and HY are always
talking about [______] , and keep saying we want [___ ___] instead of
him, and had remedials too, which was crazily tiring, & me and Juliani
communicated through paper messages & kishen/that secondary 5 guy
whose name i do not know, hahahaa .Walked home as usual and Rach
got super hyper started laughing over everything, that's all there is.

Intention was to watch ECW right now but unfortunately, Dad and Bros
are watching EPL ,watching MANCHESTER UNITED LOSE TO BURNLEY!!!
hahahaa! i was laghing my ass off over that fact!ccannot survive w/o
that poser of an asshole laa, and still won't accept defeat, gahh~ f* it.
So now i'm waiting for videos of ECW to load on youtube, so thank GOD
for my laptop man, if not i'll be cursing and swearing in my room for not
getting to watch it or i'll sneak into dad's bedroom and watch it quietly
which sounds so impossible , let me quote something from myself ,
"One who watches WWE/ECW in silence is one who doesn't watch at all."

byebyebye

♥sairah

Don't think you are alone.

2009-08-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, Syukur Alhamdulillah to Allah the Almighty,
because i got an A2 for my Malay O Levels Paper, i got exempted
for LC/Oral and could have got an A1 if i did sat for it man, gahh~~
& still 50-50ing about resitting my paper, or just live with that &
concentrate on my other subjects, i think i'm gonna do that , haha.

So school was so much like eating Thosai on a windy day, cold & hard,
cause many people were down due to their results, though some were
so on my nerves, SOME, and my runny nose have been keeping me out
of my smell senses and it keeps breathing very hot air, so fucking the
irritating like eggplant, bodoh btol, other than that, it was okay,yeah.

Wanni was absent so i was alone for English but i talked too much i
think, hahaa~ oh come on, it's sairah, it's impossible to see her like,
quiet for one day, but something did make me think, why can't you
tell me myself?you don't know me?and You, the other you , you didn't
tell me, you didn't. & now i'm simply confused. Motherfucker.*pissed*.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Ignorance is your new bestfriend.

2009-08-18T20:54:00.006+08:00

I WANNA FUCKING WATCH BRUNO PLEASE.PLEASE.
TELL ME SOMEONE'S GONNA BUY THE CD[BE IT UNORIGINAL]
AND FUCKING LEND IT TO ME,PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.
& OH, MALAY O LEVEL RESULTS ARE GONNA BE OUT TOMORROW.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING IT TOMORROW, AND I MISS GARY.

(tumblr updated.comment,or not, not my problem.)

byebyebye

♥sairah

thirtyeightpointeight degrees celcius.

2009-08-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

Down with a fucking fever, i think my asthma's coming back, and i created
a tumblr account/blog , go check it out ; www.asthmaticpalpitations.tumblr.com.
not sure if i'll be able to attend school tomorrow. fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

byebyebye

♥sairah

My boy's ready to take control he just blows my mind.

2009-08-16T17:34:00.006+08:00

Alrighty , my throat is kinda irritating me a little, ok maybe more,
because ... yesterday went Swensens-ing! gahahaa, 1-for-1 buffet was
awesome and worth it, not mentioning the crazyness of Crazy cousin, kak
Nana and Abang Khallil , hahaa, we were laughing our asses off for almost
anything ,& that F___ guy together with the ice-cream couunter guy, BEST.

Went to Late Grandma's cemetery earlier and didnt manage to get home on
time for Madrasah, but at least i 'skipped' for a good cause, and i was verry
lucky notto have my JFD that day or it'll be the second time in a row i get it
while going to the cemetery, gahh~~ so after that we headed for Jurong Point
for lunch, Double Fillet O Fish oi! hahaa, i was so full, with iced-milo&fries ,
so after that headed for crazy cuz's house and slacked and chatted and ate
somemore cause abang khallil cooked maggi which was nice but had to tepi
kan the bawangs which got in the way, other than that, yumma! ok so after
that me and moms headed home then i went out to meet them for Swensens.

There, and i just came back from grandma's and watched Aaru! one of my
favourite movies, and kept bugging fatboy to stop irritating me by dragging
that metal ruler across the floor, i cannot stand the sound of two pieces of
metal frictionising against each other or dragged across the floor, well that
is a new piece of fact for you bloggers, nt important then just fuck it la kan.
ok photos from crazy cuz's blog so there's only this la, enjoy or go away,go.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Words are cheap and lines are meant to fade.

2009-08-14T21:25:00.011+08:00

Ok today was fucking awesome, funky bunches day out finally man,
no extra people, no missing people, just the perfecto six of us FBs!!
was down at school due to someone, but luckily Kishen planned some
thing and so we went to catch a movie at Marina GV i think, i suck with
places of names, but we caught Where Got Ghost, was hilarious and also
creepyshit at the same time, especially the overrated sound effects , like
Tamilarasu movie man! but was worth it i guess, hahahaaa ~~ so after the
movie, we headed for Esplanade Mall or whhatever they call it an started
taking lotsa pictures everywhere, and too many funny things happenned
that i'm too lazy to type it out haha, then we headed for the open space
near the tempat orang naek boat or some sort like that and started to
laugh at almost everything and everyone/ who walked past us and we
saw Kishen's 'whole' family and rachel's 'dadd' and more, well , only we
knew how fun/funny it was laa~ hahaa, well, here's picturessss! we had
a chance to take more pictures but Kishen had to leave early with Ra-
chel so we stopped and me and wanni and hairi and hakeem were left
but we had nowhere to go, first was bowling then eat at Teh Tarik then
J.CO Donuts then finally decided on home, hahaa, so here i am upload-
ing the pictures and i better stop typing cause Smackdown da start ;]

Alright there they are ! & planning on more FBs outing !! yeahh!!
hopefully soona nd kishen can stay longer, yeayy!! so i think i'm go-
nna chow out now, se eyou guys later or i think tomorrow!hahaha~
Thanks guys for the wonderzing day just now, iloveallofyouguys :]]

byebyebye!

♥sairah

Ship me into the night and i'm an easy lover.

2009-08-13T17:23:00.005+08:00

Fucking tired and sleepy , let me summarise what happenned today ;
Went to National Heart Centre with momms for checkup/follow up &
had to wait from 10am to 1.15pm , yeah , not cool! Momms got so angry
at the oh so very discourteous doctor who entertained his stupid nurse
instead of the fucking patient , cbknn , till Momms stormed outta there.

After which , dropped at Simei and Kishen joined me and momms for a
BK lunch and momms left early cause she had to work and me and kish
walked home like we usually do , & not to mention , Kishen said i kinda
looked like a Poly Student, oh, sucha nice compliment, haha , kembang.

Missed S'pore Idol but RAW was awesome, and CSI Miami, getting kinda
crappier ,i don't get why Horatio sided Wolfe, & what's up with Calleigh
and the new guy , i wanted her to end up with Delko , but vhatevverr ~~

Ok i'm getting sleepier watching Totally Spiez so see you guys tomorrow.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Love is when you wanna kiss but you get bit.

2009-08-12T17:19:00.005+08:00

Ok this is an extremely old picture of me and syakur and shazee when
we were, i think in secondary two, and we went to shazee's house for the
first time, hahaa, good times, goood times, i remembered we took alot
of pictures on the way to the shop, stopping at people's houses and also
snapping photos with people's cars, gahahaa~~ but we did have fun and i
think we took like 30 over pictures and i had to upload all of it cause it
was all in my phone, gahh~ i wish things were like then, wishes,wishes.

Speaking of which, this kambeng just left my house, he wanted to borrow
a walkman for whatever reason and lucky for him , i did have an extra ear-
piece , speaking of piece, Final Destination: Rest In Pieces is coming soon
and A'an's already planning to watch it, i will Never watch it , even if one
kind friend wants to blanja me, no way i'm watching. nooooooooooooo~~~

I didn't go for art class just now, was'nt feeling the arty mood to do it today
& i'd have to go home alone , so , why not walk home with kishen?? oh ya ,
Me,Wanni and him went Banquet to satisfy my craving for carrot cake, & i
discovered that Wanni has never tried it before, wtftw, gahaha~ it wasn't
as sedap as last time's but still, i fulfilled my satisfaction, yay me! ok i'm
supposed to be sleeping now but no ,cause Syakur had to come by, or maybe
i'll go sleep after i blog, wake up at 8,watch Singapore Idol, laugh like fuck,
use the lapp or whatever i can do, wait for 10 o' clock, watch my wwe Raw
and then go to sleep! hahaha, such easy/simple/relek one corner life, haha.

& i won't be attending school tomorrow cause i have ANOTHER appointment
with SGH at the Heart department to enquire about the previous test, gahh~
so i'll be in school on Friday and Syakur already asked me to play badminton
during P.E . obviously i'm not gonna, or my dad will kill me if he finds out ,
actually i can play already but he says i'm not fully recovered yet so i'll have
to wait for some more while it recovers, maann, ok so i am feeling sleepy
now so i'll catch you guys later, p.s. end of math class was embarassing, :\

byebyebye

♥sairah

The little hamster that goes by tha name Tishka.

2009-08-11T23:09:00.011+08:00

Headaches are killing me like nanomites in GI Joe.I did'nt go to school
cause i had an appointment with SGH neuro department. & they say that
i have Syncope. normal faintings,yeahh whateverr. so i followed Momms to
Changi after that where i had Satay & usual people were asking if i'm ok already ,
blablabla. & me and Moms realised we forgots to ask for a fucking M.C. , greaaat.
oh God, this headaches are killing me and panadols/100 plus does'nt , help one bit ,
ONE bit.and i have another appointment on the Thursday ,and another on the 17th &
one more right before fasting month , & who knows what's in store for me for Sept.
ok i'm fucking tired now and Aan's pester- ing me to watch Hitman with him now .
Everythhing else will be told on a later date, maybe tommorow if you're lucky.
& now i'm fucking craving for crispy white carrot cake with sambal; Banquet.

byebyebye

♥sairah

When all else fails, we don't.

2009-08-10T23:06:00.006+08:00

Ok Ola porfavors or however they spell it in spanish or something,
Me,Wanni,Aliff,Hairi & Hakeem went out for a movie and we caught
G.I Joe[rise of cobra] which was fucking wonderzing!! it was so worth
my how many dollars i paid for it i forgot but who cares ? tha movie was
awesome!hopefully there's a part two to it so i can watch man, oh ya, the
actual reason i wanted to watch was because of two reasons , >>

funny man Marlon Wayans ,cracks me up!

fucking hot guy Channing Tatum *gahh~*

haha , i really find Channing Tatum hot, from his first movie i saw
which was She's The Man to Step Up and now this, God! the bodeh , is
like , wooow. ok i'll stop it now, so we had a real great time and i am
really fed-up cause i'm not 21 and i can't catch Bruno. :'{ , [ok this is the
part where crazy cousin reads and start mocking me cause she can go &
watch it :P] gahahaa~~ ok so i won't be attending school tomorrow, well
actually i wanted to but i decided to go Polyclinic and enquire about the
dressing on my leg cause it's soggy and uncomfy now, trust me you do not
wanna know how that feels. And then in the afternoon i have and appoint-
ment with the neurologist regarding my fainting spells ,so yeahhh , i'll be
abesente from school. and i wanna go watch Pineapple Express again cause
it's awesome! hahaa, "Put this in your pipe & smoke it." gahahahaa~~~ ;D

byebyebye

♥sairah

Reservist men and their shrinking attires.

2009-08-09T19:05:00.003+08:00

First & foremost , Happy 44th Birthday Singapore !! gahhaaha , ok
i got this picture from last year when we had our bowling outing and i
was so agitated when i missed the first one but was so lucky that one
more passed by and managed to snap a picture, gahahaa, right Isma ??
Ok well, i just hope that Singapore will continue to prosper in every way
possible and not let the economic downturn affect us , let's turn that the
other way round huh ? gahh~ lame, and hopefully Singapore will keep up or
rather maintain it's everysingle thing lah, i don't know, just hope that no
one will die of the retrenchment that's taking place, well , once again, a
Very Happy National Day to people of Singgaapoorr! woohoo! ~~~~~~~~
&& Suhaimi Yusoff cracks me up! gosh , his antics, funny shit man !! :D

Well i'm supposed to be outta the house but instead i'm at home blogging
and watching the National Day Parade on television, mainly because my
moms and dads won't allow me to go to crowded places cause they're ,
afraid that my hand will bump into almost everything, and i couldn't find
any other reason to defy with that so here i am , gahahaa~ i'm so sorry
Wanni & Hairi, maybe we'll go out next time when my hand gets better .

Oh ya did i mention, Hairi, yes Hairi, got a blog! haha, well he created
one cause i told him to, he didn't want to at first cause he said it was a
very tough thing to do but once you get hold of it, it's not that hard ey,

Watching people walk in such straight lines and all the patriotism they
put in to really honour Singapore gives me goosebumps like every five
minutes man! gahh~~ but i think it's worth watching on TV than not to
watch it at all right ? can't wait for Singapoe Idol to see that " Asian
Avril Lavigne " sing, hahaha~~ and that "ouchy ghostbusters guy" , :D
ok i wanna watch the NDP now, & oh, i won't be in school for the next
two days cause tomorrow's a public holiday and i have an appointment
on Tuesday which means i'm gonna miss one whole day of art , :( nvm
it's for my own benefit, so i guess it's till there then, Enjoy Peeps! ;D

byebyebye

♥sairah

Fantasy needs a reality check.

2009-08-06T21:27:00.003+08:00

Ok hellow my fellow bloggers, i saw Farhan just now, old schoolmate,
been a long time since i saw him, he looks bigger, not taller but bigger
or maybe because i got too tall, gahahaa, surprisingly he still remembered
me, hahaa, ok, school was mediocre, i helped Iddin out with his prep work
which i find so nice, not awesome! it's really simple but beautiful, i loved it
and hopefully he gets the marks he deserves , and who knows boys like him
can get so fussy over gluespray, gahh~~ but was worth the help , so happy.

Went home at about 2 and it was so fookashing hot man, my leg was like
feeling the heat and was starting to feel burning sensation while i had to
fold my hands all the time to prevent from too much heat, well, what do
you expect, i walked home, i have a tendency to laze over riding the bus
home, gahaha~ came home with my thigh so painful,nevermind it though.

I fell asleep just now, after watching so much iCarly episodes online and
one episode had David Archuleta, he was like bangang on the show, haha
yes i do not fancy him, i like David Cook better , bleahh , and Freddie is
way better looking after he broke his voice, and i'm obsessed with it , :]

I had a very weird dream just now, Wanni and Hairi himself knows about
it, ok it consisted of Hairi , but was very weird and wrong , gahh~~ that's
one reason i don't like to sleep in the noon but i was having a headache so
no choice la kan, but i tell, it was VERY WEIRD and i can assure you it will
not happen, hopefully :] , ok so school tomorrow is only until 9+ ? and me
& hairi will start our game again, haha, let me tell you i'm gonna fight my
way through and win him, gahh~ and now i'm waiting for ten o' clock cause
i wanna watch how Christian retained his title after an Extreme Rules match
with Tommy Dreamer, so i'll wait for five minutes, so i guess it's till here,

byebyebye

♥sairah

you became the light on the dark side of me.

2009-08-05T20:40:00.005+08:00

Such moodswings are killing me, and i'm not even having my stupid
Japanese flag day yet.Disappointment i just eating me alive like some
kinda Patrick Star eating.Now i don't feel like blogging man,i believe
i've never said that before, gahh~~ and not to mention i just realised
one staple hasn't been removed from my upper limb. the pain is so so
terrible and here it comes back again, can i just go somewhere where
none of it happenned and i'm just being mellow and jovial ? can i ? :\

You know what, i feel like going to Mr Gary the Shnaili and just telling
him the truth , the whole truth , i don't care if it hurts me, it's gonna
anyway so why not, can someone gimme the precious green light to ?

If i ever fall in love again,i'll be sure that guy is a friend,
if i fall in love so true,i'll be sure that guy's just like you
Someone who'll be there through all the thick and thin
Someone who loves me the very same way i've loved you .

byebyebye

♥sairah

If i have to run, if i have to crawl.

2009-08-04T22:43:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Nothing Else Matters - Metallica

Currently chatting with Shafiq gala and apparently we're fighting about
sheeps and goats, haha, he claims i'm the kambeng gurun but actually he's
the kambeng gurun and i'm the kambeng biri-biri, i like biri-biri! so Shafiq,
takmo tipu ,kau kambeng gurun, bluek! q: and yes we're still fighting,haha.
Da lame tak nampak die, been two weeks plus eh Shafiq eh? takpe besok
aku da balek skolah, boleh tengok puas puas, gahaha~ ok stop it bitch, -..-

Nervous and excited cause it's been a while since i've been to school and now
that i actually am, i feel like going and at the same time not going , gosh i'm
a complicated son of a gurgur. eh i mean daughter, gahaha ~ so now i am
currently using handphone zaman purba cause A'an's phone went into a coma
and he begged me to lend my phone, nvm i have an mp3 so i won't bore to
death while doing art la kan , hahaha, purba pon purba la eh, naseb naseb~

I'm still thinking whether to go school with Mirah je or ask my mom send me
cause i don't wanna trouble her seh, gahh~ even i'm confused! mohammad Ali
betol, ok i'll see how la kan , either way i'll still be going to one place right ,,
if i ask my mom send me then she have to go back and forth to send me to
school/take me home, then she have to go to work, kesian seh, so i think i'll
most probably be going with mirah je,we'll see how see how see how see how.

I'm still fighting with Shafiq over who is which goat/sheep, goshh!! rabak pe!
haha , ok i'm very hot and tired now so i better get ample sleep for my sorta
first day back to school, so i'll be catching you guys later, i guess, and oh ya,
i bough the BASH! can't wait for night of champions, and also raw tomorrow.

byebyebye

♥sairah

You should really read up the word 'originality'.

2009-08-03T21:44:00.004+08:00

Currently bored doing nothing cause brothers left me at home & i
took pictures with webcam, haha excited sia , shutup. q: ok so i went
to the hospital again just now and they removed the bandages and what
ever that needs to be removed from my hand and they gave me this kind
of hand sock that they call pressure garment to prevent the scars from like
popping u from the base skin so i have to live with it, for 2 YEARS, YEARS!
gosh, by that time i'll be of legal age sia, haha, you know what i mean heh.

I'll be back to school on Wednesday but'll be in the art room ah, cause they'll
be taking mock, but after their mock can go home , haha, so good, i wish all
you guys the best hor, make sure do well and take care of yaselves, don'tt get
into unecessary trouble or accidents or you'll end up like me, don't want right?
and not to mention, that pressure garment makes me look like, as A'an calls
it Cyborg, oh fuck it, cyborg ke cyberg ke cybirg ke, asal baek sudah eh ppl?

Chatting with Wanni and i discovered some very peculiar things about certain
people la kan, nak buat ape, memang hidop die, gahh. so , i've been listening
to Drowning over and over and over again and it just seem to remind me of sth
or at least someone la,so, some people change over time, and some are just the
same , and worst, they are so gullible, like Gulliver's travel, hahaa, lame lame.

Ok i got nothing else to say, oh ya Wanni's blog about the pencil thing is like
so inspirational, like watching oprah,haha , & Cikgu Faidah came and gave
me titbits and ___ , so kind of her, refused three times still she say take, :)
thanks cikgu, susah susah je datang rumah saye, hahaa , thanks again hoorr.

Oh ya, i caught Wanted , PU 239 , and Horton, and they're awesome! esp
Horton! hahaa , so cute, got Jim Carrey,Steve Carell,Isla Fisher,Seth Rogen,
how can it not be awesome ? tell me! and currently waiting for Pineaplple Exp
from Kak Nana , so i'll be waiting, still Horton so big and cute! H-O-R-T-O-N!
ok i guess i'm done till here, have to apply olive oil on skin so see ya guys dokeh ?

byebyebye

♥sairah

Lately i've been hard to breathe,i've been too long on my own .

2009-08-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to - Beautiful [Eminem]

Ok i am like the happieast camper alive for tha moment,cause,cause,
cause, mama got me a new laptop!LAPTOP! haha, so fucking excited about
it but internet got problem siket ah, not sure about the home connection so
currently "stealing" anyone near me's connexion,haha sorry peoples, it's ok, i will
get to put everything in place ASAP,and thanks to brother a'an for installing all the
softwares and what nots that i need , and thank god for Mozilla Firefox cause i
can't live using the internet without mozilla, i just don't feel comfortable with IE.

On another happier note, mama bought me OSIRIS! yeahh! A'an got the Osiris Pixel
which i posted previously, i wanted it but it's ok, mengalah siket la, haha, kesian he
everytime don't get what he want but this time all three of us got! i got Osiris Bronx
which is more high cut like full cab, fucking awesome, i actually got my eyes on a DC
purple/black and DC black/red but both got no size, irritating en, then finally the abg
in the kedai say "try osiris yang ni ah, ok jugak," so i did and moms liked it too so i
got it la, duhhh~ i guess i'm destined to buy full black shoes, should have been a pre
fect when i still had the chance to do so, hahaa~ ok, soo i also bought new earpiece
which is exactly like my old one, well, i'm comfy with it and worth the money so ya.

Ok so i am currenlt blanketed with darkness cause moms went to sleep and now
fatboy wants to watch video video bodoh on youtube,haha, and Backstreet Boys'
song Drowning is fcking stuck in my head, but i like it (: , & now, hand is so tired
so i'll be ending it here ok bloggers of the blogworld and whoever not ;D soloong!

byebyebye

♥sairah

But I can't seem to let you go.

2009-07-30T18:48:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to:Flying without Wings - Westlife.

Hellow bloggers of the bloglobe or whoever possible , so, today ,
Kishen , Wanni & Rachel came over after school, their school, i'm still
on MC, hahaa , though i miss school so much , but , i can't do anything
about it cause it end only on 4th August , then i will be back to school when
the rest are doing mock and i won't, muahahahaha! haha evil sia, no la, i'll
be doing my art only cause i'm excused from it, and hopefully i can finish my
art ASAP. was planning on getting it done by the en of July but since i was
admitted and accidents happen, so i'll try my best to get everything done by
the mid of August, InsyaAllah. so wish me lucks fellows, or not, up to you.

Oh, those three mouseketeers did alot of crap in my house, hahaaaaa,
play _____ ____s la, listen to what korean thing i also don't know, and then
they listen to this annoying thing which sounds so techno-ish, EEEEWW!
and i will never like/get addicted to it ok Wanni ? q: so i thought of doing or
rather organise my mounting boards so i have less to do when i get back to
school but there were puzzles and computer, too much of a distraction so
i didn't haha, don't worry i still have till Sunday, hahaha. but i will do it though.

So, oh ya, RAW was awesome last night ! Shaquille O' Neal in tha house!
and John Cena won, blablabla, tomorrow's SmackDown will be the new
World Heavyweight Champion Jeff Hardy ♥ going against John Morrison!
i can't wait for it, and i have yet to buy my The Bash now that i have the
right amount,or maybe more money in my wallety wallet, hahahahaaaa.

Ok my hand is aching cause i accidentally banged it into a wall so i think
i should go get some rest now, and finally i can wear normal clothes and
not grandma clothes, oh listening to Westlife's songs i just remembered,
Syakur's Westlife CD is still with me and i don't know when he's gonna claim
it back from me, haha, i have the same exact one haha, we do love to
listen to westlife, hahaha. ok ok i'm done here, so catch you nexte timee.

i miss you shnaili naash dradeo ♥ , really. :'(

byebyebye

♥sairah

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful.

2009-07-29T19:12:00.007+08:00

Another nouveau post here, wellow! ok so i feel like watching
Lords Of Dogtown & Pineapple Express right now, seriously, can i please?
Watched LOD like last few years ago and it was fookashing awesome man!
The guy who played Tony Alva , Victor Rasuk, had hot blonde curly long hair
and the guy who played Tracy, John robinson, had long blonde hair and the
other guy Emile something, had cool blonde hair too ! which he shaved off
in the later part of the movie, wtftw. but still fookashing worth it movie.
PE has James Franco with long hair , how can that not be hot sia, c'mon,
and Seth Rogen looks so much better now, that he's slim down, still so the
chubby and bubbly, Like Jonah Hill, haha, they are two funny curly haired
dudes who crack me up all the time, ALL the time, hahahahahahaaaaaa.

Nevertheless, i was googling lovey Shaun white's pictures when mama just
went, asal ade gambar Kakak Nana ? haha! shaun white and kakak nana
look so so so different ! If in terms of hair, i'd say his hair is more like ,
Abang Wan's hair, not like hers, haha, funny stuff. So i was looking at some
awesome skate shoes ans stumbled upon a few very nice ones, apparently
even momms liked them! haa, see, she doesn't go , " Kau ni, perempuan,
pakailah kasot perempuan ke ape ke," anymore ! she supports me now!
great success (: if only they were sold here, siallah i'll save money every
month and make sure get all of 'em with my hard saved money mannn!

There are a few which i find really hot , there's more but just this for now,
makes me so jealous just seeing them, gosh! i want to go USA USA USA!!
[oh ya i named them too, different brands of skate shoes, still vansthebest.]

There you go, aren't they awesome! yeah they are ! & i stumbled upon
a DC slip on slipper, which is , of course not sold here, moms said she'd
buy it for me if they were, man! but, if they were, confirm all the ___s
and ______s would be going all over them then it'll look so typical by then.

Meanwhile, i find MTV somehow a little slow eh, they showed the music
video of Cobra Starship - Good Girls Go Bad, now, when i heard it like a
month ago or so, hahaha, so slow sia, wtftw, it even went on my blog's
music playlist until i got sick of it and removed it already, hahahahaha!
well, whatevver man, i can't wait for ten o' clock! RAWRAWRAWRAW!!

I got nothing much more to say, and have been watching Knocked Up
on HBO over & over again, still not tired of it, hahaa, cause got Seth
and Jonah the cute chubby bubbly guys, ok i'm done here, till next.

byebyebye

♥sairah

I am the agony inside the dying head.

2009-07-28T19:10:00.009+08:00

[Old picture from last year's RSAF visit .]
Currently chatting with : Muhammad Hairi not cute.
& Listening to : Prometherion - Behemoth [ \m/ !!! ]

Ok thanks Shazee, Syakur and , , , Thahirah for coming/dropping by (:
Ok as usual that fuckell made shazee wait , haha , but , it was worth it
right , so they came by, ok she came with her then he came later, so ,
they saw my arm and thigh and was shocked and zazee was freaking out
about it , she told me some stuffs and showed me ___'s blog which made
me crack ! hahaha! right shazee right ? syakur , syakur, vhatevver b*tch.

So yesterday night was awesome ! i had sex! haha no la crazy sia . wtftw.
no seriously , now i'm pregnant, no la , gosh i'm lamepek. *slaps face hard*.
i got a late surprise from my dear sisters/cousins and aunt at nine plus , i
was just about to get in bed and watch Land Of The Lost on my PDVDP ,
skali , "Assalamualaikum!" , pikir nenek jual kropok/jamu/minyak wangi,
rupanya orang lain, haha lame sia aku, tgh saket saket tak tau nk dudok
diam gy rehat , bebual mepek kat sini, tampar kan baru tau nanti har !

i got an awesomeful jacket from them , awesome ! but don't know when
i'll get to wear it though , :( nevermind , that day will, WILL come, yeah.
And i got a wonderful card which is really wonderful, (: and finally i did
manage to pass crazy cousin her birthday present since a month++ ago ,
Great success hah! hahaaa , i got a birthday cake and paddlepop ice cream
not mentioning i looked like a grandma with those clothings, sheesh , haha.

Went Poly for dressing change and was complimented by tha nurse for having
high tolerance for pain , hahaa , kembang ah , tunggu ape ? Christmas ? -..-
she removed the plaster like material slowly , with my raw skin stuck to it &
i just kept taking deep breaths, gosh! then there's still hair and evrything, :'(
lucky now just use gauze and bandage , did i mention i have greek letterings/
full main course dish ? my thigh is ham & cheese pizza , my raw hand is that
strawberry ripple ice cream, my leftover skin got the letters C , S & I , haha!
my upper limb is dendeng and bacon strips , lower hand is pepperoni, there!

There was this moment yesterday when my brother(fatboy) went , " Kak, Epi
tengah lapar abe tangan kakak mcm dendeng." [long pause]whathefookashia!
No, my brother could'nt possibly do that , on second thought..................

Ok so shazee & syakur's visit made me a little happier and i told her to come
my house to study so i don't lack/forget too much on studying , haha! ok so
we used the computer and did alot of stupidish things, mainly cause syakur
was there lah, haha, & dude thanks for advising on how to jaga my wound.
Hopefully it works/helps in my healing process. ok what else ? Oh ya! i'm
thinking of gg back to school only for art since i think i'm not doing mock,
so what for go when the rest will be doing it right ? i wanna do my artart!

Alright my hand is saket-ing now so i'll elaborate further some other time.
one more thing Jeff Hardy's the New World Heavyweight Champion !♥ :D

byebyebye

♥sairah

Patience , Is [such]A[painintheass] Virtue.

2009-07-27T18:09:00.007+08:00

First and foremost , Happy Birthday to Shahirah Binte Shajahan for
turning sixteen today ! well, it did'nt turn out like i expected but , that's
the little something everyone would call Life. & we just go through it . :)
Thanks to all who remembered my day and FBs who paid me a visit, i♥allofyouguys.
i can't really name all cause i'm typing with one hand , sorry hahaa ,
Wanni , i read your blog and thanky sweets ! I made a picture-card for my
self there since it's my day so why not kan , nyahaha , i got a teddy bear from
Aunty Carol yesterday which is so adorable & i'm gonna name it Fish, don't ask.

Moms was sucha sweetheart and cooked noodles,fried nuggets and wings
for FBs who came, Zazee can't make it but it's ok, i understand , cheers.
We laughed so much and apparently Rach cried , c'mon cheer up, :) i'll call
39 down later can sew singlets together ,, hahaa , & we were watching ,
or rather i was watching p.s I Love You and i cried , so we passed tissues,
haha , it's sucha romantic/touching movie man. Hairi was just waiting for
the food like a piranha , hahaa no la, & wanni ate so little, -..- , nvm it.

I guess this is all there is to it la , i'll catch you guys next time , my hand is
starting to numb so, yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

some of the things in life just change and one thing i expected from you,
you , it just did'nt happen & it makes me so dissapointed and break down
and cry but come to think of it , what for ? if you don't need me , why
do i need you ? why ? it really makes me wonder why. p.s. i miss you .

byebyebye

♥sairah

No one cares when you're out on the street;

2009-07-26T15:28:00.005+08:00

Finally i'm outta the freaking hospital ! woohooooo ~ butbutbutbutbut,
still in terrible pain and this is one of 'em times when bathing becomes
my not-so-good-friend . as some of you know , i was admitted exactly a
week ago cause i scalded my whole left hand with hot oil, so now it's the
most ugliest condition of them all la , but i don't freaking care, as long as
it gets better , Alhamdulillah Syukur. (: so , hospital has been sucha dread,
mainly cause it's freezing , FREEZING. the temperature was 22.1degrees
to be exact and as you know i cannot tolerate cold weather , let it be hot ,
just not cold. so even 3 thick blankets wasn't much of a help, but at least
HBO was, hahaa , watched Mr Woodcock, Knocked Up,The Mummy :
Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor , Without Limits, The Boiler Room, & &
plenty more la. Mdm Faz came to visit with sweetu Ms Ng and Mrs Tho
who gave me incredible support & that video and cards, wow, made me
cry man , hahaa ,ok i need ample rest now & THANKYS TO ALL YOU
PEOPLE WHO SENT ME GET WELL SOONS AND CLASS MATES
FOR THOSE INCREDIBLE CARDS & VIDEO & COUSINS AND AUNTS
WHO STOOD BY ME AND MOMS AND DADS AND BROFUCKELLS.
~~ I LOVE YOUGUYS. :')

byebyebye

♥sairah

I'ts not fair and it's really not okay.

2009-07-18T13:42:00.005+08:00

Just finished chatting with this babi♥ over here , and you ah,
please make wise choices la dey , takmo nanti meyesal2 lagi , kambenggg.

I've got a paper in 2 hours and supposed to meet Shafiq in half and hour but,
i'm still blogging hahaaa, and that kambeng better not be late or i'm so gonna
eat him alive, i'm trying my best to help him pass his papers so be punctual .

Oh oh oh oh ! i got news that my mommamother bought me a barney at M'sia!
oh ya she went there w/o me cause i have papers, fickshut btol. nvm , BARNEY!
& there's definitely gonna be so much things she bought home, seriously, hahaa.

I asked Wanni for her opinion on what i'm gonna do for my birthday, no not
celebration but something i think i might really really regret so i'm not gonna.
sometimes things are just meant to be kept to myself & some wonderful peeps.

Cousins are at home and they're really such a noise man, what to do, live with it
la kan, even i'm not that noisy man, but i think i can tolerate it , HOPEFULLY .
&& Hairi, aku nak lagu lagi, hahaaa, blom mandi, monster , nosey , pokey, :P

byebyebye

♥sairah

I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing;

2009-07-17T20:19:00.006+08:00

Listening to : Placebo - For What It's Worth/Every Me Every You;
Current Mood : Stressed like that Van Gogh painting up there .

Ok Kishen almost , ALMOST destroyed my artwork just now, luckily
i was clever enough to touch up on it , & Hui Ying finished her big board
ready which makes me so determined to finish mine faster, aiming to get
it completed by end of July or latest by 1st week of August. Insya Allah.
Had a chat with Angeline who was the first 4N student to complete her
everything; Big Board/ Prep Work. no fair :'( , but her work is really like,
awesome! hahaa , && her long hair was nice but she had to cut it short.

You know , i have Phy/Chem practical combined on my very Birthday.
Great , just great , even Wanni's birthday . wtf sia , so fucktup man ,
was hoping for at least a day's grace off studies and there it comes back
again and strike me right in the face. Damnit. It's ok , after 'O' Levels,
i am so gonna jump and jump for joy, j______ joy , hahaaa , UMAR!!

PE was a bummer, though was quite fun, not the part where i injure ma
self again & again la, First , i got blisters from playing futsal barefooted,
oh come on, don't expect me to run everywhere with the ball on Etnies .
Second , i was chasing Lokman with the ball all over the place , and i really
got irritated so i held up a badminton racket and started whacking him like
a mole!! no la, mean sia, hahaa, sorry Man ! i chased him and at one point,
i wrong-stepped and twisted my ankle, great. Third, i kicked Lokman's sole.
Now it's aching so bad ,moral of the story, NEVER TACKLE LOKMAN AGAIN.

I'm having my madrasah exam, oh last paper! Sejarah Islam/sirah, with i think
i can do well considering i failed previously by 2 stupid marks, but i'll do better
tomorrow, and Ustaz Nafis called me and texted me and there was this one
particular part where Kishen gave the miang face, oh wanni should know what
i'm talking about, hahaa , but i'll get my textbook tomorrow jer, lazy ah wanna
meet him at Bedok, so Shafiq's textbook became my victim, sorry! don't worry
i'll try my best to give you answers, hahaa, ok should go studymy stuff soon .

saw _______ a couple a times today and was happy, but someone pissed me off
during recess, no it's not about the seat but the comment. just fuck it. fuck it .
But OTC , was still happy saw _______ just now, hahaa , ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ok Goodbye everything wonderful in the world and hello textbooks/worksheets/
notes/papers/cramp hands! & oh i want new earpiece! the same bubble one !

byebyebye

♥sairah

It doesn't seem to matter & it doesn't seem right.

2009-07-16T18:56:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Don't Trust Me -3OH3.
Oh just look at Jason Castro, isn't he cute ? Hair! Brow! ~~

Ok Art is gonna drive me nuts soon with all the pointilism i've been
livving with for almost two months now. s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y man ! +_+
ButButBut, O levels , and Poly course-choice, again, i'm gonna work
for it so, pointilism will have to put up with me, or rather, i have to
put up with it! and i dotted a wrong area! fuckfuckfuckfuck big time!
Iddin ah ni! oh ya, Iddin found out bout, ehemehemehemehemehem.
OTOH , i trust him to keep it to himself, hopefully he does man! haha

I want MJ Essentials Cd, MJ Number Ones Cd , WWE the Bash Cd,that
Barney Pencil Case, Nokia 5730 , New tights , Foolscap, meet Isma &
Mus, study , Eat , & lastly, finish up my art coursework/prep work. !

i saw _______ alot of times today but did'nt see him at the street soccer
there ah, sedih sia, kishen pon da jadi miang nak tengok die kat situ, ha
haha , but really shocked me during reces sia, GOD! then _______ had
oral and saw _______ after oral also, haha , so wtf wtf wtf sia, 16 july
bapak nye birthday ngn _______ nye oral eh, hahaa, easy remembrance.

Ok i have plenty of things to do today , Testimonial to hand in to Ms Ng
by tonight, Chemistry worksheet, English summary, Math matrices ws ,
and i think there's more to do , so i guess i'll be going off now, oh oh!

Happy birthday again to Bapakku , Aliff and Zafirah ! haha, enjoy ya b'day!

if only i could tell you how i really feel about you, life would be so much easier that way, i don't have to hide, or get hps cause i can see you almost anytime anywhere. god, make it come true. amin.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Why does summer start in June,why do winters come too soon ?

2009-07-15T20:43:00.004+08:00

COMPLICATED.BORED.UNREST.THOUGHTS.EMOTIONS.
LISTENING TO : WHY - 3T Feat Michael Jackson.

So much things in my head and i don't know where to begin
or end. i just don't know. first, there's This, then there's That.
second, there's school, then there's home. Third, there's friends,
then there's love. fourth, there's brothers, then there's parents.
Fifth and not least, there's you. you you you you you you just you.

Oh did i mention, bird poop dropped on my head! fookashia man!
Kishen and Bro said it is goodluck/rezeki/blessing, and then Bapak
said the same thing. hahaa, so funny when i think of it again, gosh.
School was normal and up & then it went down then up again, hah.
Oh, saw ♥ couple a times today but not at the street soccer, )':

There's never been a time where three birthdays came in a singleday,
and it happens to be tomorrow, so let me wish in advance , this people.
Happy 48th Birthday to Bapakku tersayang, Shajahan, yes aku anaknye
Shajahan Abdullah/Selvam s/o _ ______/Pete. I LOVE YOU, DUH! ♥♥
Now, Happy Birthday to Siti Zafirah Binte _____ _____! I've known you
since the first day of my secondary school life and i'm so surprised to see
all the changes that took place in you & me, but i'm still glad to know i
can still call you a friend and may you be blessed in everything you do.
Last but certainly not least, Happy Birthday to Nur Aliff Bin [_______]!
It's been great knowing a friend like you & i'm glad to be of help in times
you need , and may you and Tha Chewing Bunny last forevver till evver.
So tomorrow i'll be wishing them again i guess, hahaahaahaahaahaa.
When is mine gonna come ! Sairah, patience is a virtue! deep breaths.
I'll be done till here cause i have homework to do and headachess.

byebyebye

♥sairah

it's human nature when it comes to you.

2009-07-14T18:36:00.005+08:00

Why does Monday come before Tuesday?
Why do flowers come in May ?
Why does springtime go away?
Why do people fall in love ?
When they're always breaking up?
Why do I love you tell me why ?

Yesterday was supposed to be MJ's comeback concert,
but all of us know it's not gonna happen, and i'm just so
sad to know that. why why why why why why why why?

On the other hand,school was adequate, Hairi like asshole
like that, kept disturbing me especially the part where i spilled
water all over my blouse and skirt, fuckell you Hairi. q: ok then,

I apparently went for Math remedial despite peer pressure,haha
but Mr Ho wasn't there! pissed sia! da semnagatt semangatt abe
dier takde, babi, there was this teacher who kept braggin about how
he has TWO degrees from Uni,and me and Lokman went , SO ??

Luckily Zazee had remedial so i met up with her after not meeting
her after school for god knows how many sheepish years huh ? haha
i was supposed to meet Isma today but had remedial so didn't, so we
went BK teman Rara eat and we talked,talked,talked,talked,talked . (:
and who knew some people are just so similar, fated to be together.

ddSaw ♥♥♥ when i was walking home, haha, happy, then the
ball sampai-ed at my place and i kicked it to a kid over there, my heart
was beating so fast, why ? I Don't Know! haha, so happy nampak ♥
over there, i thought i won't see him there but i did, haha, HP HP HP!!

Ok i'm headed for homework now, i have to do my homeworks and
start practising math or i'm never gonna get into my Poly course-choice
so i'll be done till here, ok ? oh ya, 13 more days and counting, hahaaa.

Oh oh oh one more thing, yes changed url again, nak link,link, tanak
sudah, i don't die, && thanks Isma for helping out, haha, kambeng. ♥

Apparently some people change , wait they changed, alot and i feel like i just don't know them anymore ,

byebyebye

♥sairah

Gotta put that 9 to 5 up on the shelf, and just enjoy yourself.

2009-07-13T20:27:00.006+08:00

When boredom strikes, engage in ridiculous conversations with friends,
like me! haha, Drawing supid,ridiculed thingys with Wanni & Hairi , haha,

Had Chemistry remedial, my wooden peg caught on fire, stupid woman.-..-

Had Art remedial, slept with my marker open and nearly destroyed my work.

Walked home with Kishen and saw ♥♥ Happ Happ Happy !! (:

Shafiq wants answers for Madrasah exam, cheater!CHEAT CHEAT CHEATER!

I should start revising for mock exams, haha, too late to start realising now bitch!

Ok i'm really bored and i have to switch off the computer in less than 3 minutes,

so,byebyebye

♥sairah muacksmuacksmuacks!

I'm asking if he'll change his ways.

2009-07-12T19:57:00.005+08:00

TIRED OF CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN, ACTUALLY
NOT TIRED, I DON'T KNOW WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE.

& oh, thanks thanks thanks alot alot alot alot alot
to Muhammad Hairi Bin _____ !! for sending me all
the songs ! thankys alot man ! i love you! ;D

ok guess guess what? i got my Special Commemorative Edition
magazine of the tribute to Michael Jackson finaally! so worth my
eight bucks, i'd rather buy that than watch Transformers, hahaa.
And now i want The Bash and the Pineapple Express CD, as soon
as Abang Khallil's done watching it, i haven't done my homeworks
& all my schoolwork even my testimonial, & i have finish dotting
my jellyfish's big head and now almost done with tha tentacles!:]
i can't wait to be done with my bigboard now that HY's almost .

i miss ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ :[ i miss ♥

byebyebye

♥sairah

nahsilhsiahsnaishalsiahsnail

2009-07-10T19:49:00.004+08:00

School was normal and funny and saket, cause i broke my toenail
from playing soccer, :'( and and ♥ saw me playing soccer ! (!)
paisey like fookashia man !but it's ok, ♥ was so so so so so so handsome!
hahahaaa. ok enough Sairah.*slaps self* i have been trying to cheer myself
up by watching moymoy palaboy videos on youtube, it all started with
wanni and that spicegirls song, haha! but did cheer me up, and have
been staying back for art almost everyday now, so proud of maself!
i have been quite close to Hairi nowadays and he's been sucha greatt
friend to download MJ songs for me, i wanted it long long long long long
time ago sejak zaman purba but no one seems to listen to MJ songs,
so there comes Hairi to the rescue! haha thankys ! and i cannot believe
what happened to him, suchasuchasuchasuchasuchasucha bitchctib!!
ok i found this on SabrinaDarleen's blog and i was bored so, here goes;

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Bandung
2. Last phone call: Pops
3. Last text message: Kishen
4. Last song you listened to: I'll Be There[J-5]
5. Last time you cried: Just now.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: never.
7. Been cheated on: never.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never kissed.
9. Lost someone special: yeah.
10. Been depressed: not really.
11. Been drunk and threw up: never drunk,never will be.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Baby Blue
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes, and back in it again.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: So So much.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Not particularly sure.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 2/3 i guess ?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2,4 or 6, as long as it's even.i don't want any to feel left out; like me.
24. Do you have any pets: Had. i miss my mouses and Nevi.(2004-2008)
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope. Love it.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Cousins came over, B'day cake,card and Money. hahaa.
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.15am, forgot to iron school uniform.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: slept.headache.missed 15min of Prison Break.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: O levels to be over, of course, and that,THAT.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Morning before going school, she was sleeping like an angel.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: lots,but can't seem to mention any.
32. What are you listening to right now: Everybody(Bacsktereet's back)[BSB] - video from wannabeguys.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no, Tommy ade ah, eh Syakur ? hahaa.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: people who leave people.and them,THEM.
35. Most visited webpage: Blogger, Google.
36. Whats your real name: Shahirah.but then it sounds like Haridass backwards; Harihahs, hahaa.
37. Nicknames: Sairah,sai,black(only zuhir & lukas),bitch,bear, few to name.
38. Relationship Status: Always single,never attached.
39. Zodiac sign: Leo.
40. Male or female?: Female.not mangirl.
41. Elementary?: Griffiths Primary School
42. Middle School?: Changkat Changi Secondary School
43. High school/college?: ^^
44. Hair colour: Brown/Black.
45. Long or short: There.
46. Height: 171cm . i shrinked from 173. WTF.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeas.YEAS.
48: What do you like about yourself?: How i make people laugh too hard.
49. Piercings: 5.
50. Tattoos: NO.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty. wanted to be ambidaxtrous, hahaa.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Left palm.
53. First piercing: Earlobes.
54. First best friend: Never had a first one, they all came together.
55. First sport you joined: Soccer, FAS.
56. First vacation: Indonesia[Tanjung Pinang]
58. First pair of trainers: Adidas, though had Vans as sports shoe, hahaa.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: nothing.
61. I'm about to: Sneeze.
62. Listening to: nothing.
63. Waiting for: Japanese Flag Day to be over,though just came. Fuck.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Doohooh.
65. Get Married?: Yeahh.
66. Career?: Yeas.YEAS.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Mmmmm, idk.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller, TALLER.
70. Older or Younger: There.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach, then arms, hahaa.
73. Sensitive or loud: LOUD(people show know who i'm talking about.hahaa)
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Troublemaker(hahaa)

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: never.
77. Drank hard liquor: not gonna.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Glasses.
79. Sex on first date: WTF.WTF.WTF.
80. Broken someone's heart: i think,
82. Been arrested: WTF. i'm a good person. *wanni will make vomit emoticon*
83. Turned someone down: yeah. not proud of it.
84. Cried when someone died?: yeah, recently, MJ.
85. Fallen for a friend?: YES.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Doohooh.
87. Miracles: Yeahh.
88. Love at first sight: hahaa, yeas, YEAS.
89. Heaven: of course la.
90. Santa Claus: no, he paedo.
91. Kiss on the first date: never dated,never kissed, not sure.
92. Angels: DUH.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never had.
95. Did you sing today?: yeah , I'll Be There by J-5. i was moved to tears.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when i was 5 so i can reminisce how i enjoyed listening to MJ's songs then.
98. If you could pick "a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: not sure though.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes, but am, and still afraid.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: *pinky swear*

Just call my name, i'll be there.

2009-07-08T19:08:00.006+08:00

Belovers, now we know,that we know nothing.
Now that our shining star,can slip away from our fingertips,
like a puff of summer wind.Without notice,our dear love,
can escape our doting embrace,sing our songs among the stars,
and walk our dances across the face of the moon.
In the instant we learned that Michael was gone, we know
nothing, no clocks can tell our time,and no oceans can rush our tides.
With the abrupt absence of our treasure,though we are many,each of us are
achingly alone,piercingly alone.Only when we confess our confusion,
can we remember that he was a gift to us and
we did have him.He came to us from the creator
trailing creativity and abundance.Despite the anguish of life
he was sheefed in mother love and family love and survived
and did not more than that,he thrived with passion and compassion,
humor and style, we had him.Whether we knew who he was,
or did not know,he was ours,and we were his.
We had him, beautiful and delighting our eyes.
He raked his hat,slant over his brow and
took a pose on his toes for all of us and we laughed
and stomped our feet for him.We were enchanted by his passion
because he held nothing.He gave us all he had been given
today in Tokyo,beneath the Eiffel Tower,in Ghana's black star square,
in Johannesburg & Pittsburg,in Birmingham Alabama & Birmingham England,
we are missing michael jackson,but we do know,we had him.
and we, are the world. [ Dr Maya Angelou; Queen Latifah]

You'll always be remembered, everyday, every moment, forever.
You will always live in my heart, our hearts, always. I LOVE YOU.
Rest In Peace Michael Joseph Jackson 29th Aug 1958- 25th June 2009.

{P.S. Happy Birthday Anisah ! you know i love you , ;D}

♥sairah

Blood on the dancefloor.

2009-07-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

Ok brief update, computer has detected a fucking virus which
which eventually cause my computer to shutdown by itself so i have
to update fasterfaster or it'll all be wasted, so , here goes everything;

School's been great , ♥ was everywhere which caused my normal
HP to act up, and apparently some people , in these past few days, heard
Michael Jackson's songs for the very FIRST time, unbelievably unbelievable.

& oh, MJ did'nt die, he just went some place where no one can criticise him
or make fun or hypocrise him for what he did'nt do at fucking all, he went
very very very far and for a very long long long long long long longx100 time
so he can make better himself and repent upon all the wrong he did, i am
still in denial , i will, for a long long long long long long long long long time.

so at school Ms Ng has been showing us the MJ videos, dances, and 99.9%
of the videos are those i watch at home everyday on his CD which is the
Michael Jackson History On Film Part II; i wanted to buy Part I but got no
fucking idea where to get it, haha, da more than a decade seh, i'll try my
best to find it though, and Mr Nahar also has been talking about it in class.

School's getting tougher by the day and i really have to buck up & start revising
already, no more slacking and everyday blog updates, i'll be staying back for art
more frequently so won't be free after school also, it depends , and my big board
is doing pretty good unfortunately,i have to DOT eveything except the background.
All the teachers have been stressing on attendance hiwhc i have no problem with.

Ok i'm pretty much done and the virus is back now, so i'll be off now, catch me
anytime i'm updated/online , & Happy Belated To Uncle Ibrahim Bin Kasim ! ;D

byebyebye

♥sairah

Heal the world.

2009-06-26T11:21:00.005+08:00

In loving memory [ 1958 - 2009]♥ , He was a great man ,
i remembered last time, when me, and my elderbrother were'
still young and we can't keep our hands to ourself, keep disturbing
moms in the kitchen, she'll switch on this CD , and then we'll just
remain in our seats and watch, it happens to be Michael Jackson,
he has become part of my life when i grew, and i still love him,
his music is inspirational, like watching Oprah Winfrey except you
don't see Oprah there, you know, it's just so shocking to wake up
and know that someone you really admire as a hero is gone, gone.
his songs, such as Heal The world, Smooth Criminal,Bad,Thriller,
Black Or White, Billie Jean , & more really left an impact on me.
You know one of my dreams is to be able to attend his concert or
meet him in person but we all know now thta's never evver gonna
happen now right ? it's so griefstricking man. It's ok, everyone has to
go someday right ? & maybe his time has come, so i pray that he'll
be in safe hands, because from what i heard, he did convert into a
Muslim but not sure though, either way , i'll still love him, forever.
Amin.

Oh, & Happy Birthday Titi Nurarzleen , you know i love you. ;D

byebyebye

♥sairah

Across this new divide.

2009-06-25T11:38:00.015+08:00

Ok hellow bloggers and bloghoppers, well, i'm kinda
BERY VORED. went Market with moms just now &
it was so tiring, furthermore, my stomach was being
such an asshole, so we rushed home, hahahahaha.
Oh ya, i did help moms out at Changi and it was ...
SO TIRING! i swear man, and those fucking eggs
keep popping and alllll the oil would hit my skin, >:(
now i have 2 so-called blisters due to that, fuckelll.
& the worst part is the pain and cramps in the legs
would only show up the next day, and it felt like just
coming home after Track & field training, haha, olde
times, & i don't know how moms can't withstand the
pain man, she works everyday ! (with the exception
of Thursdays and Saturdays)WTFHC sia! strength.
Ok as you can see i have nothing else to write about
and since i got nothing better to do, why not post all
the BENJAMIN LEVI MADDEN♥♥♥ pictures i have
of him ? haha , i love Benji , no denying, ok here goes>

Ok actually there's more but let's just keep some to
me,myself and i ok ? haha, ok i'm bored now, so let's
go buy Wrestling CDs! Btw my salary for working a
mere 5 hours was forty bucks! haha! boleh beli CD
& earpiece baru kan! worth it sia,haha, ok i'm off now.

& i still miss you like miss miss miss miss you so much,
i wanna see your face, now, now, now, now, now, now.
i lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove you.♥

byebyebye

♥sairah

For what it's worth .

2009-06-24T16:38:00.005+08:00

First & foremost, Hap Hap Happy Birthday to Kishen !
you've always been there, well most of the time, when i
needed you, you know what i'm like , yet you beared with
it all this while, and i'm just glad to know that you & me
are gonna be friends longer than this, thanks for all the
times you've stood by me, and may you be blessed with
all the happiness life has to offer, Happy Birthday Gay!

Ok hellow people, as you can see, i changed my url and
my blogskin cause i get bored with blogskins very easily
haha, and i decided to change my url , and hopefully this
last for a long long time so i don't have to trouble people
to have to relink me every now and then, right right right?

I may be going to Changi later to help mom out at work
cause they short of kaki, and frying eggs should'nt be a
problem to me, haha, so people, please try your best to
not go to Changi today, cause , paisey ah, haha :D ~~

Bad news is that if i go , i won't be able to catch RAW!
which'll be commercial free! and also Prison Break !
talking about that, i actually had a Weird dream that i
was with Sucre,and Lincoln , trying to run away from
the Company, haha! we were at David Baker's house
and we ran all the way to some place where there are
snipermen or whatever you call it, there's more to it
but it just gets weirder, the most WEIRD part of it all
was me and lincoln exchanged Skateboards, ?!?!?!

ok i'm gonna go watch Drake & Josh while waiting for
brothers to come back from the shop with my Bandung,
so it's till here then, and relink me! if you feel like it ah, ;)

Salihin, i miss you, so so so much, there isn't a day that i went
through not thinking of you, everyday and night i think of you,
and it's just sad to know that i don't think it's going anywhere,
it's just gonna remain as my dreams and fantasy, never reality.
i miss you , i love you, i miss you, i love you, i miss you, & i ♥ you.

byebyebye

♥sairah

i can't be somebody else.

2009-06-23T21:35:00.006+08:00

Listening to: Red~Daniel Merriweather/Candy~Paolo Nutini;

Ok hello bloggers, i was actually gonna update like an hour ago
or so but i swtiched on the tv, turned to channel 58(Star Movies)
& 27 Dresses was on, actually my motive was to watch James
Marsden,haha, he's dashing, but the movie turned out really awe
some and it was worth my time, it's so touching great, go watch.

I'm currently hooked to Daniel Merriweather and Paolo Nutini's
songs, like i mentioned at the beginning of my post, Paolo has
really unique voice and dashing looks while Daniel there has a
really amazing vocal which just captured me just like that ! \m/

I'm currently having a super terrible headache but i just won't
sleep cause Prison Break is starting in moments, and i got no
much time, haha, sacrifice sleep for television, well i am me ,

I have school tomorrow but i'm not going cause Hui Ying isn't
and i don't wanna be stuck alone with my phone so i'll be off
for tomorrow and i will be wrapping it up now, cause i'm lazy.

byebyebye

♥sairah

what if i say i'm not like the others ?

2009-06-22T17:50:00.010+08:00

hellow people who blog, or people who blog-hop, ok
just now, something really awkward happened , here it
goes : Me and Moms were watching this Steven Seagal
movie titled "Driven To Kill" , quite good start, it had a few
vulgarities though, i did'nt mind it but i was watching with
moms, so like uneasy la, then there's this part where they
arrive at a strip club, that was fine, normal scenes but then
the women started to take off their everything , i mean it, &
me and moms were silent, really awkward moment, haha.
like watching porn with your moms, haha , ok enough of it.

you know what, i miss my friends, i miss Khairul, he just
went missing for nothing and did'nt get back to me, i miss
Zazeena, i miss Zara, i miss Wanni, i miss Syakur, i miss
disturbing Ainey, i miss Zuzu, i miss ______♥ , i miss
Mus, i miss Isma, i miss Titi, i miss HY, to sum it up, i miss
lotsa my friends ok, i can't wait to get back to school man! :(

did'nt play badminton yesterday but went down to teman my
broken-hearted friend,_______, y'know she told me what had
happened between her and tha ex and i was shocked, & also
disgusted, ok imagine you have a cousin who's like almost as
close as sisters, then you happend to break up with your boyf
then the next thing y'know, he's attached to her, she did'nt even
tell you, and he says it's not her fault, its his, but when i think of
it, it does take 2 hands to clap right ? humans, filled with flaws.

Ok now, i wanna wish Hap hap happy 27th Birthday to
Irwan a.k.a Abang Wan! May you be blessed with all tha
happiness life has to offer, and to tell you something, he's
the inspiration to keep my hair long, cause i keep getting
jealous of guys with long hair, and his was awesome! \m/
i only got that picture of him so there it is la, haha, well,
Have a Great B'day! i'll pass you card some other day, ok ?

ok i guess i'll stop here, i wanna go watch Land of tha Lost
as soon as i finish watching Paul Blart: Boy Bonchet,haha ,

byebyebye

♥sairah

i'll go wherever you will go.

2009-06-21T18:26:00.011+08:00

shalom/guten tag/aloha/hola/ciao/konnichiwa/vanakkam/hellow!
Went to Johor with motherr* and her good friend/crazy neighbour
and it was awesome! i did something to my ____ , haha, only Zazee
knows about it, you'll find out when i get back to school, nyahaha, ok
so we bought a LOT of things, let me name them;

Clothes; i bought 2 more baseball tees, bought Anbro jeans and polo,
CDs;Paul Blart Mall Cop,Angels & Demons(!),Land of the lost,Night
At The Museum 2,The taking of Pelham 123,Driven To Kill, yeahh.
Wanted to get my Extreme Rules but figured i'll stick with originals .
Mum bought brothers and Dad Baju Kurung for raye, haha, early sia.
Bought ____ products cause dude said my ____ is badly damaged.
Bought specs,not tha geek ones,normal one,w/o degree,mums said
i looked better with them, and she suggested so, what the heck! buy!

ok that's tha only things i can remember, and we bought lots FOOD!
& i met the most goodlooking/handsome Chinese guy , he was really
handsome and charming, when you look at him like, WOW! lagi lagi
he was my ____ _______ , but then, i think he's in his twenties ready
and he was Malaysian, so yah, boo hoo hoo hoo hoo to me, but still.
Then when going home, inside car, at the immigration checkpoint or
sth , i saw the most handsomest Arab-Indian looking guy ! really so
good-looking! and had thick eyebrows! haha , & my mum and her
friends were the ones flirting with him instead, whathefisheadcurry.
Overall, it was Kickass man! haha , can't wait for tha next one, :D

Now i can't play Badminton for a few days due to ____ _________.
and i have Art remedials on 24th June , Wednesday, lazy sia wanna go
but O levels and to start on my bigboard ready makes me glad so i'll go.
Watched Angels & Demons again and was awesome and just finished
with NATM 2 and was awesome/romantic/kick-ass/funny, 4/5 rating! \m/

Am currently having obsession over Nicholas Braun , handsome dude!
he plays Zeke in Minutemen and also Skyhigh, but looks way better in the
movie Minutemen than in Skyhigh, that one like kental, haha, but still wow.

ok i guess it's until here and i'll see you guys some other time then, btw
tha picture up there, guy with green tee, that's Nicholas Braun, heheheh.

happy birthday Zain.you've caused the most terrible heartache to me as
far as i'm living.but still i remember everybit of you, & your birthday, so
have a good birthday and live your life like how you want to. Happy B'day.

byebyebye

♥sairah(one more thing, check out this website, coolio ok dah.)

Tell me do you still believe ?

2009-06-19T17:27:00.014+08:00

First & foremost, Happy Birthday to Maryana a.k.a Crazy Cousin!
haha, old ready, so now can call you makcik haha, no la, thanks for
all the laughter,painful pokings,evil fatty-calls and everything, haha,
may you be blessed with all tha happiness life to offer ok ? & i have
yet to go for Da Vinci , btw your present! sweet right? i know, haha
ok enjoy your sentosa-ing, and have a blast on your birthday ! ;D
And Tengku Arif, Happy Birthday ! haha, no birthdays are boring
dude, chillax, :) hope to know you better, go skate ? haha , :D

Ok yesterday went out with mother to interchange, actually planned
on going to Peninsula for shopping, but i was afraid to ask her what
time we going out,and it was three plus ready so she blamed me,
haha, but managed to get a Baseball t, wanted it since three years
ago, just didn't managed to find the time to get it , haha, finally! :D
Fatboy got Adidas slippers, he wore same size as me so we can
tukar-tukar slipper! haha, abe happy, lame, after that, there was
Durian Promotion so moms and me headed for it and bought 10
buah durians and got two free! haha, and i tell you, the isi, was
incredibly sweet/filling/delisyoso/maot to the earth's inner core!!!
haha, ok i should stop talking now, na la na la, pictures, go >>

bapak-bapak bace suak kabar haha.

mak-mak piker besok nak masak ape,

adek-ade carik coupon KFC dlm suak kabar,

model tak menjadi posing with lamp.

Ok so the day before was Me and Fatboy's day out to IKEA;
we were so dumb to go to the wrong storey, we followed the
stupid directory everywhere only to find out we were on the
wrong floor, pandai eh kakak kau Pi ? haha , but managed to
grab what we came for, then headed for KFC, where we saw
Budi and Zabir, He looked so different, Budi? no difference,
haha , so we took a few pictures there, enjoycing people! >

looking at hot girls; T.T

he chugged my weener! hahaha~

evil eye, no la, not evil but lame.

ok that's pretty much it, Prison break's getting more
exciting, Brad Bellick died, so sad sia, Roland also, but
Roland kinda deserved it ah, fuckel, but still, sad, :( ok
but kinda spoil steam cause some people prefer to be
KIA and go around telling people what happens in the
end of it all, fuck sia, spoil every damn fucking thing.
nevertheless, Mr McMahon sold Raw to Trump! (!!)
can't wait for next week's commercial-free wrestling
and tonight's Smackdown! ok, done here, & oh yah,
Tomorrow i'm going JB with Motherrr* ! woohoo ! :D

byebyebye

♥sairah

Brothers can drive you really really crazy!

2009-06-16T18:01:00.005+08:00

First and foremost, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO
MUSTAMAR SETHA! may you be blessed with strength
and happiness to overcome all hurdles in life and
stay happy always ,(: it's great knowing you, ;D

ok today was pretty boring, woke up, bathed,ate,watched TV,
and then watched movies on TV and then ate bread w nutella
and then here i am blogging. sorry wanni i can't go out today,
and Shazee, please tell me you can make it, ok Father's day
is less than a week, and crazy cousin's birthday is in _ days,
i know what i'm gonna do exactly ready, nyahaha, ok i got no
thing else to say right now except that i wanna go out , maybe
beaching with FBs this friday and outing with mus,isma,zazee
the next friday, ok i'm done here, and playing badminton later,

one more thing, i've decided to close down my lame blog, 1st
because i ain't got all 24/7 on tha computer, 2nd, i'm lazy, haha
so people if you wanna make lame jokes, hear lame jokes, it's all
here on THIS blog, so anything goes, and please, make your own
jokes ah, if not also say it's from that person, it's not cool not being
original, i just feel like slapping the bitch outta them y'know, haha.
and also, i'm thinking of changing url, i'll think about it again ok ?

byebyebye

♥sairah

in my mind is where we meet.

2009-06-15T20:25:00.008+08:00

ok hellow, currently pissed with fucking fatboy, but what to do, blood,
ok went down for Badminton last night, i was tha only girl cause wiyah
not free, was fun ah, partnered Dad , Cik Amir, Cik Ismail , and brother.

i couldn't get to sleep last night, slept at three plus, texted Fairuz to ask
if he had the new theme song by Christian then we ended up talking
about wrestling and all, haha, what to do, Me and Him die hard fans of
JEFF HARDY ♥ , haha , i gotta buy Extreme Rules no matter what.
just finished watching Cik Man's Judgement Day CD, what a shame now
i have to borrow his cd, he usually borrows mine, hai hai hai, wang, wang.

By the way, Andy Murray won Tennis ATP and LA Lakers won NBA C'ship!
happy sia! haha, can't wait for Wimbledon, and for once i saw Murray smile.

Motherrr* was very cranky tadi afternoon, she threatened to put all our clothes
into a very big black garbage plastic and throw it away if we don't clean our
wadrobes and this time i can see she really meant it sia, so i was very busy
kemas-ing my wadrobe and i filled one whole plastic of clothes that i could'nt
fit or were too big for me, and now it looks like super neat la, so happy man!

Mus's birthday is tomorrow and i can't wait for twelve midnight,haha , i'm
gonna send a very long message right on the dot, so she'll be flooded with
more other messages from her friends all, haha , confirm penat seh mus,
and still haven't confirm when to go out with her,isma and Zazeenaaa, haiy.

& wanni, i gave up on LJ already, cannot ah, i die sia, really confuse me, so
i decided to stick with what i'm good with, BLOGGER! hahaha, biol sak aku.
and my cousin become like you ready, emoticons gone wild woman! haha!

Ok now, what i wanna do is, i wanna watch Land Of The Lost, Will Ferrell
is in it! and maybe New Moon, the trailer caught my eye, especially the part
where that grown up Sharkboy was baring his body, foooh ! hot hot hot hot ! ♥
i have no interest in watching Transformers at all, i got no idea why,don't ask.
watched Benchwarmers just now, good movie and funny too, haha, Jon Heder
is one hot nerd, and he is tall and good-looking, and got teeth problems, ok
that one is really coincidental, people who know shoosh it. and caught MTV
Movie awards, Ben Stiller and Jim Carrey won ! woohoo to the comedians!

I guess i'm pretty much done or people will complain that i write too much,
so i'll be seeing you guys tomorrow then, ok monsters/aliens/perverts ??

byebyebye

♥sairah

when lamenity strikes,

2009-06-14T19:50:00.009+08:00

Off to Badminton! Btw, i did'nt get my lappytoppy but i'll get it soon!
moms said the IT show was so crowded that people had to walk like
"Robats" haha , i deleted my LJ blog ah malas and leceh, haha, ok
went changi just now to send something to moms, and i saw three,
no four goodlooking guys, one was wearing a snowcap with a camera
around his neck, the other was exactly like my elder brother but more
goodlooking with hot hair, the other was his brother with pink shirt,haha,
and tha last one was a dark handsome malay gyu who was buying nasi
lemak at my mom's stall, i was bored so i kept looking at guys, hahaha.
ok my elder/spider brother is being lame now, he got a stupid joke, >
"If you're in a fight and you don't know who your enemy is? what do you do?
Ans:"Do you know your enemy? Do you know your enemy? =______="

ok i'm done here, i'll update more tomorrow and at LJ also tomorrow,
so off i go! Ijust checked out Zurikh's blog, and it was super lame!
his lameness capacity level is the same as mine! how cool! hahaha!
you imagine me and him sitting under a block lame-ing, no one can
take it sia! especially NurHazwanni Binte Muhd ______ , hahahaha.
ok ok, i'm done here, and Crazy Cousin is calling me Fatty ! sedih !

byebyebye

♥sairah

tagstagstagstagstagstags.

2009-06-13T10:44:00.005+08:00

Ok just replying tags here;

>Titi NurArzleen : Haha, biler biler kau free text/call aku ah, :) btw,
kite tengok sape bully sape nanti yer. hahaha . *Evil Smile*

>Wanni(tag 1) : Hey, do i get to see him everyday like you can see Aliff ?
haha , sorry ah, you don't know how it feels woman, btw i do look like a
girl and i have been a girl all my life ok? :P

>Wanni(tag 2) : Yeah , i don't look like Dora anymore cause Dora cannot tie
up her hair, haha , and i love you too muacks muacks. :)

>Wanni(tag 3) : Hey , we were just joking can, normal cheh , haha , panggil
ah si K tu , nanti aku kasi dier high kiss baru tau, pasal dier tinggi , haha,
no la joking, JOKING. (: btw lagu blog tak binget eh, you can always click
the left button and change it. there are some ok ok songs for your ears, &
i'm not putting tha Rape Me song, i'll find another funny song and put it, (:

>Maryana : When or where ? yeah at Science Centre, idk, next week whole
week i'm free, whenever you free just beep me ah, i can, confirm mums and
dads kasi kluar cause i going out with Crazy Cousin, :)

Ok done here, banyak sume wanni nye tags ah ni, hahaha, be updating later
at night or not, & i wanna go IT Show! pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.
(btw i think i'm creating a livejournal;not because i wanna copy wanwan, but ,
there are reasons la, c'mon, everybody knows i don't bootlick, i only produce
lamenity which then, people will start thinking they're the lamest and go around
trying to prove it. haha , some may know who i mean it to. :) some may not.)

♥sairah

show me what its like to be the last one standing.

2009-06-12T19:25:00.006+08:00

First and foremost, i would like to say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IDDIN THAQIF
BIN SUHAINI! No matter how irritating,fucktup,annoying you can get, or how pissed
you can make me, you're still a friend and may you live a life of joy, and be happy ,
and take care of your face,banyak banyak jerawat nanti tak handsome, haha.

ok very quick update, i got not much time, have to go play badminton;

Started dotting on big board, almost finishing dotting tha divers.
Most probably going IT show tomorrow and hopefully i get that laptop.
Finally watched 'The Condemned' from beginning until tha end, yeay!
Going back to school for Art class next week, (maybe kalau tak malas .)
Watched Raw and was awesome ! HHH is back! Smackdown later ! :D
Menses came when going school, sucks big time, and having cramps now.
Art dateline and prep study dateline, in around two months time, or less.
No more classes or remedials, only maybe art so i'm free at last! outings!

ok i'm pretty much done here, be updating tomorrow i guess , so,

byebyebye

♥sairah

Play that funky music white boy;

2009-06-11T19:51:00.006+08:00

Hellow again fellow bloggers of tha wilderness, listening to Adam Lambert, :)
ok lemme update you with a few things that happenned today in bullets, again,
haha , i feel like its fun to do it in bullet points, haha, no one update that way,
here goes >>

School was fun,SS, useful for essays,Math, fun, Me, Syakur,Wanni & Kish.
Other periods, fun and ok la, mad with Syakur cause he went home, nola.
Started with my big board ready! drew my jellyfish and divers already, yay!
Having art again tomorrow, hope to start by then,Hui Ying's not coming,
Adam Lambert and Benji Madden are two hot guys, one is ... ,but still hot.
English was fun, Zazee,Wanni,Kish,Fai,Lukas,Shafiq,haha, abe Mak KIA.
Met Mama, Fatboy & Cikju after Art, was supposed to follow her go places.
Jiran gave TV, Mama asked me help get channels and tha indon channel.(!)
Pleading Mama to get me a lappy, like Mr Nahar's, IT Show's in! I need one!
I don't know when's my holidays gonna begin with subjects on my hands.
I wanna go for Da Vinci , & Syakur says he wanna follow, but malu, haha.
Can i wear class t and shorts for Art ? i'm afraid i can't enter school, heh.
I miss ♥, did'nt see ♥ for so long, 3 days ? Fatboy saw him at Mac pagi !

byebyebye

♥sairah

Stop,turn,take a look around,all the lights & sounds.

2009-06-10T21:04:00.008+08:00

Ok h-e-l-l-o-w bloggers, i'm back, seems like i blog everyday eh, haha,
ok updates:-

Adam Lambert confessed on being gay, but, i still love him cause he's hot.
I'm officially starting on my big board tomorrow! woohoo! impatient man!
I have Adam Lambert's "No boundaries" song ♥ ! and more la , etc etc etc.
Went to school late with Syakur, at ten, intend to ___ _____ __ ______.
School food still sucked but at least the chilli's not cold this time, not as bad.
School was loads of fun !! English, SS, Physics, & finally Art, was slack ah,
Didn't get to see ♥♥ today, but it's ok, there's always tomorrow kan ??
Addicted to 'Marjaani' and 'Love Mera Hit Hit' songs from Billu Barber,hah.
Missed Prison Break yesterday cause i overslept till 12 midnight , binget sia.
Had a weird dream last night ; i died , fatboy pushed me down a ladder.
Tomorrow's last day of Study Camp , :( but, still going back school for art,

Ok done here, Stupid idiot fucker chibai nabey motherfucker asswipe bitchdog
wanna use computer la kan, so i will be signing off now, ~~bodoh nye anak haram.~~

byebyebye

♥sairah

One thousand deaths searching, seek and destroy .

2009-06-09T18:55:00.017+08:00

i remembered tha first time i heard Metallica's songs;
Was watching MTV live and then there was this like, very dark scene, and a
band appeared, then this guy started shredding licks on his guitar, and this guy,
the vocalist,started singing,awesome,fucking awesome voice! The first song i
ever heard from Metallica was "Seek & Destroy" and it was fucking awesome
with all the audience headbanging in the moshpit and shit. i'll never forget it.

Ok brief update again, trying to keep it as short as possible;

Had study camp day 2 and was fun,came with Syakur ,went off with Kish.
Food still sucked,there was chilli, but cold chilli,like pure garbage.EW.
Saw ♥ ♥ ♥ in his class and also at _____ ______ , tha usual place i see him.
♥ was playing soccer and he was the goalkeeper , ♥ was fucking awesome.
Came home with a stomachache and i missed Drake And Josh, FUCK!
Watching Prison Break later and Friends now, and Raw tomorrow, ok no link.
Having camp again tomorrow and here's a quote(or two) from Hazwanni ;
Actually it's from a movie she watched, " Secondhand Lions " . :) go read , >>

"Sometimes the things that may or may not be true are the things a
man needs to believe in the most. That people are basically good;
that honor, courage, and virtue mean everything; that power and money,
money and power mean nothing; that good always triumphs over evil;
and I want you to remember this, that love… true love never dies.
You remember that, boy. You remember that. Doesn’t matter if it’s true
or not. You see, a man should believe in those things ,
because those are the things worth believing in."

byebyebye

♥sairah

i'm never gonna dance again.

2009-06-08T22:11:00.007+08:00

ok brief update for today, hellow bloggers!

School food sucked, badly, burger w/o chilli, rice with suckish lauk.
Did'nt see ♥ at all, was sad and disappointed,wanni also absent.
Had combined english, was crazy , perverted(for me) and funny. haha!
Diet is in session already, trying my best to not eat so much, just fruits.
Found out what Gonnorrhea is, and i'm sorry for my blog, hahahaha.
Went home walking and found a huge beautiful moth, seriously nice.
Cousin's at home, watched Hatching Pete, Jason and Mitchell are hot!
Helped Mai with her blogskin, having art again tomorrow, no link eh.
Found who to go Da Vinci with; Crazy Cousin and her sister !(maybe)
Very tired and lethargic now so i'll be signing off ! nyahaha, kissses!! :)

byebyebye

♥sairah

strangely enough , i miss school.

2009-06-07T17:14:00.005+08:00

Found this picture on Mus' facebook ; this was tha day i became
Isma's photographer for tha day,haha, eh babi, blog kau private pe?
abeh tk invite aku ? buskard betol kau, mentang2 gangster, heh, :)

Ok i'm going down for badminton later, and i'm going on a diet from
now on, Ok maybe from tomorrow, i HAVE GOT TO EAT motherrr*'s
nasi lemak! and my Kinder Bueno and a tin of Coca Cola, then only
i'll start on my strict diet, so people if you catch me eating nonsensical
food/drinks, please poke/warn/shout at me ok ? help appreciated, i'd
like to achieve and [acceptable] under my weight for my final report.

Ok i'll be off now, see you soon you big butted/small butted babboons!

byebyebye

♥sairah

i ♥love♥love♥love♥ chasmash!

2009-06-06T18:54:00.007+08:00

First & foremost,i would like to wish this curly,crazy,funny,hyper,
emotional,always-in-love,caring,asshole-ish,great,bestfriend of mine
a VERY HAP HAP HAPPY BURSTDAY! Happy Sixteenth Birthday
MUHAMMAD ZUHIR BIN ZAINAL ! May you be blessed with strength
to overcome hurdles in your life, and may you achieve what you aim
to achieve in your life & in the future, I'm blessed to have a friend like
you,who loves to make me mad,who cracks me up,who always ask
me to listen to all your the songs you can play on your guitar which
is like fucking awesome,who loves telling me about almost every
thing you can tell me, haha, hopefully you don't forget my birthday
Again like how you did last year la kan,haha, though we haven't
been so close this past months,i'm sure things havent changed,
you're still Zuhir curly and i'm still Sairah,but lamer la, nyahaha,
well, Have a great birthday ! And not fair,you getting your skates!

ok so basically,as you know, today's Zuzu's birthday , 06/06/09,
how easy is it to remember that date?haha, so i stayed home,
while other families go out with their loved ones & have a great
Saturday, well. Seniorsenior parents came just noe to see Senior
mother who is sick, ~~btw,some aunts are too emotional sak, T.T~~
made the cake again with motherr* so Datok can bring it home, eat
& savour the delisyoso cake made by his daughterjunior,nyahaha,

&&& i got my Macdonald's Coca-Cola cup already ! i got the very
purple one cause its purple week so got it la! hap hap happy i am!
haha, Madrasah closed ready until 4th of July of which by then tha
exams would start already, i'll try to make it to second or even first
in class ok? but that Shafiq's brother, Haziq, and Adawiyah is tough
competition la dey,nevermind, impossible is nothing la kan,hahaha.

btw i just watched iCarly the movie:iGo to Tokyo, and guess what ??
i saw ♥♥BENJI MADDEN!!ok i saw Good Charlotte la but he is
part of it what ! HOTHOTHOTHOTHOT! BENJI! haha, excited sia aku !
i was gasping for air at that point of time, but it's tha old one la cause
now he got new tattoo on his neck which reads DCMA(their label), haa~
like know it all seh, but i ♥ Benji ! of course la i know almost everything
about him kan kan kan ? ok enough of that la, Benji's still my numero Uno.

ok i'm kinda done here, btw, what do Serj Tankian(SOAD) & James Hetfield
(Metallica) have in common ? wanna know wanna know wanna know ????
dowan? i'm still gonna say it though, Answer:They both got awesome voice
& Beards! hahaha` cool huh ? but , both old ready la, OTC,still awesome!
ok i got nothing else to say now, so i'll be blogging some time later again,

byebyebye

♥sairah
[ps,i wanna go Da Vinci exhibition!Crazy Cousin, you free? go wimme !]

can i get started with my big board like, now ?

2009-06-05T20:17:00.004+08:00

You know what , i suddenly missed my FAS trainings, my coaches,my friends,
(if i'm not wrong,one of my coaches was Atiqah's sister,haha),isuddenly miss
all of it, when i'll meet my friends, and get into that mini van,go to the toilet then
everybody will be making so much noise while changing,when we used to put on
our boots and start running all over tha place with the soccer ball,but i preferred
tha futsal trainings,when pops,fatboy and motherrr* would come and watch me,
i missed wearing that t-shirt above with pride and belief that i will become a pro
women's footballer someday, but due to that stupid sentence, everything went
down the drain; "Stop going for soccer training, concentrate on your PSLE first."
i still keep the form they gave me to enter an Under-16 club then, & i'll always
keep it in case something happens la kan, i wish i was still training now, wish.

ok hellow people of the wilderness and blogworld, had my usual Art remedials
just now & while walking to school, i just realised that my shirt smelled of ikan
goreng, =__= , i think my mom forgot to angkat kain baju at the balcony before
she cooked, so i went to school without extra shirt which i usually brought, fur-
thermore smelling like fish, sheesh! naseb baek i put on my Cinderella perfume
before going to school, kalau tak, i'd smell like motherrr* when working at that
Nasi Lemak shop, hahaa, but she smelled nice, smelling like fishcakes, yumm!

Went home walking like usual but did'nt see ♥ today,was a little disappointed
la, somemore tomorrow and the following day got no school, On the other hand,
there's study camp! hopefully ♥ turn up so i'd be squealing all over tha school
an gripping anyone near me, hahaha, and Shazee! i got something to tell you, about
the Mai tell you thingy , i'll tell you asap ok ZAZEE! haha, and this Sakul kambeng ah,
ask me send his picture but donno how to go online, ony go online when i'm offline,
=___=" nevermind, patiengce, ok people ?

Help Mai during art, she had to do pointilism also, haha, i finished one jellyfish by
pointilism, and now working on the divers, hopefully by tha weekend can get it done,
so i can get started on my fifth layout, and Fira and Nat, if you're still interested in Art,
please go for art remedial,(instructions by Mr Hairol Mohd Hosain) , i really wanna
get started on my big piece soon, and hopefully get it done and over with two weeks
before the dateline or at least a week before la, ok i guess that's about it la kan ,

Btw, anyone has the study camp timetable? please tell me tha details, i lost mine,
thankys to the very much alrighty ? watching Tennis now, & Wrestling later, so,

byebyebye

♥sairah(ps i changed skin again for tha sake of Crazy Cousin so just like it ok? ;] )

omg,i evol you so much man!

2009-06-04T19:27:00.004+08:00

i'm back! but not for long la, haven't mandi from just now sia, haha!
ok so hard Art class again just now, & i managed to complete my 14th
art piece which i totally think is the best i've done so far, now working on
the stencil thingy which Mr Hairol told me to do, so HY's started on her
big piece and just by looking at her, i can get stressed, haha, feeling2,
ok so i'm gonna be starting on my big board, soon, hopefully, InsyaAllah,

When i was walking home, at the usual place, i saw ♥ over there,
i was thinking to myslef, "Ala confirm tak dapat tengok ♥ la nyari,
sape sak giler maen bola hari-hari ?" ternyata ♥ la yang giler maen
bola hari-hari. hahaha,but was glad la, ♥ was playing soccer with
R________ , due orang je, haha, kental, kalau aku join kan bagos, nyehe,
i was really forcing myself not to smile but I DID, so i quickly take out my
phone and pretend that i was reading a message or something, if not,, (!!)
paisey sia ! then when i was walking past the carpark, suddenly got this cat,
Grey and Black cat,which stunned me for a moment, then this apek in front
i think was smiling, kurang sambal nye apek, sheesh ! basketball plus netball!

Walking ahead,i saw two small boys, playing the skateboard; One was sitting
on it while the other pushed him away ; i remembered last time at Crazy Cousin's
house, when me and Elder brother used to push each other on the deck itself,
then Abang Wan & Abang Mok would join & push faster cause they're stronger,
i miss those times, now all that's left are just memories, still etched in my mind,
but,next time i'm holding a skateboard,i'll be doing Ollies,Kickflips,Manuals,etc,
just watch me! hahaha , hopefully before i turn twenty i can do all that already,

Mum's not working cause no one's home to take care of Motherrr Senior, so,
she'll be campak-ing things everywhere and make sure we tidy it up, see? she's
doing it right now! lucky not my room, haha, if not i die sia, dala berselerak dengan
barang-barang art ngn cd wrestling, but nevermind, i'll get everything organised as
soon as possible, so i guess i'll be watching Prison Break later, and maybe tennis,
till then, see you in a while you naughty crazy hyper flying transporting crocodiles!

byebyebye

♥sairah

can i have my oemor now ? please ?

2009-06-03T21:44:00.012+08:00

ok hello blogger, omg my font's pink, haha, heck care ah sia! so i'm
dead tired cause i just finished playing badminton with Khai(takraw) and
Bull,of course with fatboy also la, haha, we were practically laughing after
every hit and Bull macam sial keep calling my IDIOT until one point i kejar
him (fatboy partner khai,Bull partner me,) then this Shafiq(salleh) went ,
"Eh, korang gadoh2 nanti da besar kahwin bodoh," Khai: "A' ah sia ! haha!"
chibear bodoh korang, and then Khai claims me and Shafiq are from the
same clan cause we very forgetful, i just served the ball then i forgot who
supposed to serve, haha, Shafiq just counted the points then he forgot,
bagos la tu kan Shafiq ? *high-five* ok enough of awesome badminton,

Had art remedial as usual just now, Huiying arrived first, so met her then
started on our art, it was fun cause that ~~dogbitchslutsundalpukimakchibear~~
was'nt there, Rachel,Azra,Wengyang,Amy,Celine,Ken came much later,
btw if you're going to art class just to messagemessage ,stare into blank
space, look at other people,trying to get attention, might as well sit at home
& sleep right ? i really DON'T see the point of coming, so irritating sia, GOD.
ok so Huiying managed to complete her blue art piece and can get started on
tha big one ready,tak fair! :( nehmind,my turn is soon, ok i'll try get pictures
of our art pieces tomorrow ok ? to sum it up, Art was fun indeed , :)(::)(::)(:

so now, i got six minutes left before PRISON BREAK starts, and i'm most
definitely gonna be keeping up with it, BUT,have to miss wrestling, you know
how heart wrenching it is ? nevermind i can go wwe.com to check tha updates,
ok so , & ya, planning on a lot of outings ready, haha, i'll try get back to you
people as soon as possible ok ? ok now, i have to be signing off already, so,

p.s i saw ♥ again today at the usual place, did'nt expect to see ♥ at all but,
i did ! was smiling to myself again, hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

byebyebye

♥sairah

78a45i12h96l24n48s09i

2009-06-02T19:17:00.008+08:00

ok just as i came back from art class, Khai(takrawkhai) went,
"hai, maseh skolah pe ?" eh mestilah! o levels man!! & i think Shabil
was calling me but i ignored him, haha, what a great feeling to to do that,
ok so my Art class was at 2.00pm but i arrived at 3.25pm, hahahahaha,
i was still in my Jammys at 2, watching From 'Gs To Gents' and Tennis,

Btw, i forgot to mention this earlier but RAFAEL NADAL IS OUT OF HIS
OWN GROUND;ROLAND GARROS! woohoooooooooooooooo!!! ~~

But, JO-WILFRIED TSONGA WAS DEFEATED BY JUAN MARTIN DEL
POTRO, :'( HE WAS OFF FORM, i SWEAR, NOVAK DJOKOVIC ALSO
OUT, sad sia, now left with my second choice, Andy Murray the Brit, :)
hopefully he makes it far man, Federer made a great comeback and
Gael Monfils won Andy Roddick, woohoo! ok enough of tennis, back to realife,

i had to fucking re-do my 12th or 11th art piece cause the pointillism was
corrupted, fuck it man, but nevermind, perseverance and determination will
help me at this kinda times, and tomorrow having class at 10.00am,and i
WILL be punctual, or maybe earlier, haha, Rachel babi never go, only me,
Huiying,Grace and Weixiong, and you, fucking pissed me off, bitch,no,
even a bitch pon lagi mulia dari kau ah eh, bodoh nye binatang takde adat,
buat pe sia datang remedial, puas hati dok kat rumah jage maruah kau en
pukimak sundal. binget sia, chibai,kanina,motherfucker,asswipe,pighead.

so when i was walking home from remedial,like i usually do, i was walking
past the street soccer court, i expected to see my brother over there with his
ITE friends, but i saw ♥! happy or what ?!?! i was positively sure it was ♥,
i was literally smiling to myself, tried my best not to, haha got people sia, leter they
thought i crazy or what smile smile to myself, haha, as soon as a walked past the
court ♥ went out of the court, put on ♥'s shirt and _____ then ran off
don't know go where la kan, but i was happy , haha, even skejap dapat glimpse, (:

ok wanted to go play badminton downstairs but got takraw boys, so maybe some
other day, and i'm waiting for syakur to go online so i can pass his pictures and then
delete them from my phone, and i want the songs!! those awesome songs he have!
hahaa, ok, Zazee must be waiting impatiently for me to finish updating my blog, so
i'll end it here, i'll see you guys tomorrow if i'm free enough to update, which i think i
will be, hahaha, ok ok Zazee, go read until you pengsan, (:

byebyebye

♥sairah

metal will live on;

2009-06-02T12:59:00.009+08:00

2008 picture;in class,and ya that's wanni's neck, haha .

hellow fellowbloggers! i got art class later and i haven't bathe, yeah,
but i'm gonna bathe later not like Rachel ,hahahahahahaha!!!
ok i got nothing else to say, & Judgement Day is out already! i haven't
even bought that fucking Royal Rumble up to Backlash! the Kedai Aaron
updates on my phone are like, no use sia, kalau ade duit takpe, even my
dad won't gimme money to buy, let alone my mom, haha, kene pekik sia!
i'm currently addicted to S.O.A.D;when angels deserve to die and BYOB,
awesome songs, & my blogsongs are no longer the soft2 ones you hear,
i'm back to my songs, haha, sorry, i'll try to make it as leasst noisy
as possible for the comfort of you bloggers , ok now i have to buy Motherr*'s
daily dose of Coca Cola, so i'll be signing off now,

byebyebye

♥sairah

Bye-bye Malay Paper!

2009-06-01T18:37:00.006+08:00

ok hellow fellow bloggers! basically today was the nervewrecking Malay paper,
and i think i can a B, A ? not confident enough ah, InsyaAllah, but if i were to
get a B,i'll most definitely retake.Not saying i'll get a B but just in case i do, so
yesterday went studying with syakur, i DID study, he ? hahaha, no comments,
went to cousins house for haircut(basically that annoying cousin of mine go cut
my fringe too short, you ah bangs bangs! :P but nevermind) and then she sent
me to the lift, with her baru bangon face, i think she did'nt expect syakur to be
beside the lift, but, hahaha! funny la, & Syakur, kau takmo macam macam eh ,
:P haha, ok so watched Billu Si Penggunting Rambot sambil belajar and the
funny things happened, he was doing the 'cobra' dance from one of the songs
and i recorded it, really funny! i'll upload if i have the time ok ? and there're a
few pictures, mostly his face, i won't flood my blog with his face, like stalker,
or number one fan or something, haha, EWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
ok there you go pictures! and Syakur you want your pictures, go online k ??
sairah & syakur;

mind tha messy hair, -.-

bangbang!

syakur claim's i am vainer now; -.-

ok actually today was initially supposed to be out with shazee but nope , plans
changed,sorry zazee! haha, tomorrow can't ; got Art class, you go plan with
the loud and short ones,haha, i'll go with tha flow, alrighty ? i flooded her tagboard
and now she flooded mine, babi you ! haha, nevermind, that's what crazy people
do to each other kan kan kan Bushmont! haha, ok so i guess its until here then,
see you again sometime bloggers, & i changed my skin again for the sake
of The Annoying Cousin and wanni, if still cannot, i don't know, sorry ! blame
Internet Explorer, not me, ok i'm tired now, so see you soon big babboons, (:

byebyebye

♥sairah

Nervewrecker!

2009-05-31T13:17:00.005+08:00

Ok since shazeena's taking tamil and Wanni can't go out, &
i doubt Zuhir's gonna reply me, so i'm off to study with Abdul Syakur;
for tomorrow's nerve wrecking paper, btw, i said previously that i'll
be out but i just can't get my hands off mo blog la, hahaha, rindu, -.-
ok ok, i'm supposed to meet him like fifteen minutes ago but since
both cannot make it on time, i'll wait until he calls then i'll start getting
ready and everything else, so i'm gonna end here, btw if you noticed
i changed my skin Again cause wanni say cannot see in internet exp.
and still cannot see, so fuck it la k? penat sia change2 skin, but fun,
ok i'll go off now, GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! may the A's be with you.

byebyebye

♥sairah

Man U, Man U, losers.

2009-05-30T13:32:00.006+08:00

ok i got Madrasah in an hour and no one's at home, home alone, haha,
btw that picture reminds me of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ , hahhahahaha, ok since Mus
have asked me to keep my blogpost short and simple, i'll try it now, i'll be out
for quite sometime cause i got Malay Os this monday, so if i have no time to
comeback and wish u guys luck, Good Luck! get As k ? & i forgot to record
this down in the previous post, i'm 4th in class and 52nd in level! not bad !!
and i got B3 for malay, fucking dissapointed, fuck it, ok i haven't bathe, so
btw,i read TheNewPaper yesterday and i got nothing more to say except,
Man U fans can't accept loss! da kalah,kalah ah!nak langgar Barca fans ,
stop it sia! So Evra? Against schoolchildren ke pe ? Da kalah diam ah! just
face it! Barcelona is MUCH better than you guys, just accept the defeat &
stop giving excuses like; they were the better team/we were'nt our best,&
today's paper, Tevez said if he had started first eleven,they could've won,
come on man! it just makes me hate you stupid devils even more la, i got
no offence again you man u supporters ah,it's just that ,not everyone wins,
sometimes , people lose, and they just've to accept the loss and go fuck it.
i guess i'm gonna stop it here, and Shazee left her Report book with me,
clever ah you, ok i'll sign off now, p.s wanni! sorry semalam aku tertido!
Banyak kau nyer Karam eh ?! haha, bye bloggahs! ♥ Adam Lambert!

byebyebye

♥sairah